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So new years was a total bitch.
We were short staffed three girls at my cafe, I worked nine hours with no break doing the work of four people. I went into this kind of zen mode. My boss was kicking walls and swearing. She broke down and was crying in the office. I was sitting out front with a cloyingly sweet grin on my lips punching out orders and giving friendly apologies to various disgruntled customers. When my shift was finally over... I went and sat down outside with my head in my hands, and this lady walked up to me, looked me in the eyes and said patronizingly "Don't work too hard."
I looked up at her... Gave a big sweet wink, let that fake smile crawl across my mouth again, and I said "I'll try." A small part of me died.
I think this is why I'm such a passionately aggressive person. I'm forced to smush down any negative emotions I get from work till I get home and can take them out on noobs in TF2.

I've got the greatest boyfriend at the moment.
He's gorgeous, smart, and best of all.. He's super odd. Nothing normal about him. He constantly surprises me, and his sense of humor is totally in sync with mine. He's more nerdy than me, that's always a plus. I can't date dudes that don't out-nerd me.
Anyway, I think since nobody will read these I'll actually get a journal. =D How fantastic is that!
Later kids.