I woke up this morning to one alarm, and stayed in bed under the covers wondering why the clock radio didn't get off. Then I realized it had; that's how pleasantly NPR fits into my surroundings. Maybe the rap station isn't a bad idea after all.
I watched Coffee and Cigarettes, and felt sorry for Iggy Pop. He just wanted Tom to think he's cool,...
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I watched Coffee and Cigarettes, and felt sorry for Iggy Pop. He just wanted Tom to think he's cool,...
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trying to set this clock to a radio station.. i'm tired of waking up to abusive static... but the only thing that's coming in clear is rap... nothing against the rap, mind you, but i do live my girlfriend's parents and even though it doesn't really mater, i do worry about what they think... Their little girl (that's how parents think, right?) is going to...
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suburban_relapse:
I had been waiting MY whole life for my kids' holiday plays, triumphs , and general nuances of youth. I remember being a kid better than I remember yesterday, and it was fun stuff.
Why are you scared of kids?
Why are you scared of kids?
so that was a bit different
not sure quite what happened yesterday, with me
but i do know i'm on the prowl for some therapy now
not because i went a little crazy, but because i didn't go crazy enough:
i think there was something that was trying to get out, but didn't quite make it
i have got to get stuff in order to...
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not sure quite what happened yesterday, with me
but i do know i'm on the prowl for some therapy now
not because i went a little crazy, but because i didn't go crazy enough:
i think there was something that was trying to get out, but didn't quite make it
i have got to get stuff in order to...
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painless_suicide:
me too? hmm...okay heh..im taking it that your weekend was shit as well then?
but yea...it was the worst 3 days of my life >_< i hate being like that...grr heh.
later,
-jen
but yea...it was the worst 3 days of my life >_< i hate being like that...grr heh.
later,
-jen
{[all of a sudden]}
I'm sick of _____.
I'm horrible, I'm pathetic, I'm _____.
I don't understand.
Everything, _____, slipping away
words don't make sense, I don't understand what is going on, what happened to me
Selling my soul?
Faith in God?
Accepting defeat, but not admitting it?
So many things... not happy
I'm a horrible person
but am I?
Is there hope? Is there...
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I'm sick of _____.
I'm horrible, I'm pathetic, I'm _____.
I don't understand.
Everything, _____, slipping away
words don't make sense, I don't understand what is going on, what happened to me
Selling my soul?
Faith in God?
Accepting defeat, but not admitting it?
So many things... not happy
I'm a horrible person
but am I?
Is there hope? Is there...
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justsayfaux:
weird. i give Siddharththa as a gift. its such a great book, and i read it at a time in my life in which it made a great impact.
suburban_relapse:
I love that quote by Andrei Bitov! And thanks for the comment you left, too. Shall I start robbing the cradle? Then at least I can raise 'em how I like 'em!
Ok, I'm going to hell now......
Ok, I'm going to hell now......
So, Mr Bungle broke up. Damn. That's one problem with not liking any new music; one day all my favorite bands will have broken up. I think all that's left out of what I'd call favorites are Portishead, Low, TMBG & The Faint. (And when was the last time Portishead did anything?)
Anyway, there was a sale at the bookstore today, and I got...
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Anyway, there was a sale at the bookstore today, and I got...
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at work today a customer told me he wanted me to have a raucous night. i only remember that now, as i'm sitting here, doing nothing, but feeling like, running, yelling, hitting. i should be in a band, and i should play a show. that is how i feel tonight.
one of my bosses told me tonight that i should go out with him and...
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one of my bosses told me tonight that i should go out with him and...
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fracturedguy:
a friend of mine works at goodwill, and is just as obsessed with books as i am -- and possibly even more obsessed than i with alice-in-wonderland. working there, she gets to buy any interesting books before they actually go on the floor.
she told me yesterday she has 14 different versions of Alice. she was looking up the different books online so I could see the covers, but one of them didn't have an ISBN. continued searching brought about the discovery that she actually has a first edition of the book. She discovered someone selling another copy of the same edition for $3K. She paid less than $3 for it.
I said to her, "May your good fortune continue and increase."
She said I sound like a fortune cookie.
she told me yesterday she has 14 different versions of Alice. she was looking up the different books online so I could see the covers, but one of them didn't have an ISBN. continued searching brought about the discovery that she actually has a first edition of the book. She discovered someone selling another copy of the same edition for $3K. She paid less than $3 for it.
I said to her, "May your good fortune continue and increase."
She said I sound like a fortune cookie.
everybody at work complimented me on my beard today. that is when i realized i had a beard. got home, and shaved immediately. i used to never look in mirrors at all: wake up, put on a hat, brush my teeth, and i'm set for the day.
and then i met kate, and i liked kissing her, so i began to shave on a regular...
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and then i met kate, and i liked kissing her, so i began to shave on a regular...
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sleep:
i haven't seen "dreams". i suppose now i will have to. i saw and loved rashomon. i think i saw about half of "seven samurai" before we discovered that the dvd was not just scratched, but cracked. damn you netflix. anyway, i love good movies, and you know how i feel about dreams, so this sounds like a pretty sure bet.
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so kate (not suicidegirl kate) called this morning and woke me up & asked what kind of dreams i was having, which was awesome because i remembered them.
1) she and i went to visit my family's house, and it was being remodeled completely -- the entire place was covered by white tarp, and was being torn down and rebuilt one room at a...
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so kate (not suicidegirl kate) called this morning and woke me up & asked what kind of dreams i was having, which was awesome because i remembered them.
1) she and i went to visit my family's house, and it was being remodeled completely -- the entire place was covered by white tarp, and was being torn down and rebuilt one room at a...
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sleep:
happy unbirthday
Resolution for the week: No more [adult swim]. There is no end to its goodness (well, except for Tom Goes to the Mayor), however I really should lay off the television. That is by far my worst addiction.
So we'll cool it the rest of this week, reformulate the ol' sleep schedule, and hopefully take better advantage of the daytime.
On another note, my new...
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So we'll cool it the rest of this week, reformulate the ol' sleep schedule, and hopefully take better advantage of the daytime.
On another note, my new...
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fracturedguy:
and an amendment:
No adult swim means no waffle house, too.
Go home and go to bed.
And practice your violin every day!
(yeah right)
No adult swim means no waffle house, too.
Go home and go to bed.
And practice your violin every day!
(yeah right)