fracturedguy

so that was a bit different
not sure quite what happened yesterday, with me
but i do know i'm on the prowl for some therapy now
not because i went a little crazy, but because i didn't go crazy enough:
i think there was something that was trying to get out, but didn't quite make it

i have got to get stuff in order to move on. i'm in my third decade, and i haven't gotten anywhere.
i am so close to not even existing.

but actually, so many people are.

it got cold here, real cold real fast.
i'm going to take a hot bath, walk the dog, find some food, and go to work.
maybe today i'll do something...

one benefit of being so far gone yesterday was that i got to work, unsure if i was mentally or physically ill, and was allowed to just sit at my desk and do random little jobs, as opposed to my own.