ok so every where i go i cant get these stupid pictures to download. so im ganna go on overdrive, i swear.
its been an interesting time. I am at peace with the world. me and my ex ( the one w/ cancer) talked, hung out and resolved everything. she basiacally told me that she doesnt need me any more...
yes it kinda hurts but she is going to do what she has to do. we also talked about us getting back together. something i wouldnt mind knowing that i can better communicate and am ie, not such a wuss. She knows where i stand and basiacally told me that i was to "inexperienced". I was like ouch. but thats fine. if she thinks that i will wait arround till im experienced or something she lost it. on the drive home i was near tears.. yeah im not afraid to say it so screw you!, its finally over.
the matrix was kinda a bust. didnt dress up and the ending was kind of a let down. but now that that whole things done i am really at peace. i doubt anyone will read this. it more for me than anything else.
went to the bars tonight. almost got some chick to buy me a drink. but her freinds "had to leave" so i got the block. o well. its still a good night. i think ill go out again tommrow.
well kids ill talk to ya all later--J
its been an interesting time. I am at peace with the world. me and my ex ( the one w/ cancer) talked, hung out and resolved everything. she basiacally told me that she doesnt need me any more...
yes it kinda hurts but she is going to do what she has to do. we also talked about us getting back together. something i wouldnt mind knowing that i can better communicate and am ie, not such a wuss. She knows where i stand and basiacally told me that i was to "inexperienced". I was like ouch. but thats fine. if she thinks that i will wait arround till im experienced or something she lost it. on the drive home i was near tears.. yeah im not afraid to say it so screw you!, its finally over.
the matrix was kinda a bust. didnt dress up and the ending was kind of a let down. but now that that whole things done i am really at peace. i doubt anyone will read this. it more for me than anything else.
went to the bars tonight. almost got some chick to buy me a drink. but her freinds "had to leave" so i got the block. o well. its still a good night. i think ill go out again tommrow.
well kids ill talk to ya all later--J
olsen:
The Matrix gave me permanent hearing loss. I'm not even kidding.
cerah:
At least things are all sorted out now and you can move on. Finally getting to the bottom of your problems/issues is always a good thing... especially if you can grow from it which I'm sure you will.