holy cow-life has been the definition of crazy. between trying to buy a house, planning a wedding, and working my ass off it's a wonder i have time to sit down and write a blog. all in all, i have to say i've never felt so lucky in my life. i'm surrounded by positive people and a wonderful family and spectacular future in laws. i'm trying not to worry as much as i usually do, and i think i'm getting better about letting things just "be."
two years ago while going through a divorce, i never would have imagined i'd be where i'm at now. i envisioned myself as a spinster who was going to spend my days alone without anyone to love, or to love me. i thought my family had pushed me away, so i was ready to go it alone. but everything turned out so much different, much to my pleasant surprise. sometimes i wonder if i even deserve all of this good fortune, and sometimes i figure i don't. sometimes even i expect it to all fall out from underneath me, as so many of my dreams in the past have. but, i can't waste my days worrying about tomorrow. for now i'll just enjoy now. and try not to stress out!
two years ago while going through a divorce, i never would have imagined i'd be where i'm at now. i envisioned myself as a spinster who was going to spend my days alone without anyone to love, or to love me. i thought my family had pushed me away, so i was ready to go it alone. but everything turned out so much different, much to my pleasant surprise. sometimes i wonder if i even deserve all of this good fortune, and sometimes i figure i don't. sometimes even i expect it to all fall out from underneath me, as so many of my dreams in the past have. but, i can't waste my days worrying about tomorrow. for now i'll just enjoy now. and try not to stress out!