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Thursday Oct 02, 2003

Oct 2, 2003
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despite the fact that i seem to have carved out a niche for myself as the happy suicidegirl (not saying that some of you crazy ravers aren't joyful, but i'm the one who doesn't try to look sultry IN A SINGLE PICTURE), the weather has already gotten to me. as it gets colder and darker out here in my adopted state of Oregon, i start to question my self worth until i get four hours of sleep because i'm debating if i'll ever do anything worth the oxygen i use up. hopefully, though, the trip i'm making out to the desert this weekend will help soothe my sorrowful heart.

last night, desidia came over to show me the picture he drew of me as a werewolf that i asked for. i think it's pretty stellar. then we hung out with Al and Scylla while they drank. we were responsible on a weeknight. yeah! that's it!

last night, my friend dan told me that i was so laid back i am dead. that made me laugh. then somebody else told me that my face looked like a yeast infection. that also made me laugh. then we went to the Sev for taquitos. i guess i shouldn't be depressed after all, what with taquitos in the world!

blergh. it is the time for the listening to of the minibosses and the readying oneself for class.
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desidia:
more like you're so laid back you're awesome
Oct 2, 2003
pro_tractor:
In the sense that a given event occurs out of a certain necessity, then yes, I am a fatalist. I think the past shapes the present in a way that necessitates every fleeting action and defines the future in as solid an image as the past.

I like to think of Sirens of Titan and Slaughter House Five (both Vonnegut). In both of those books characters are unstuck in time. They move through past, present, and future indiscriminately and in each instance, or each temporal space, they exist independently and without the consequences associated with knowledge of the past, future, or present. Each temporal space exists in simultaneity and the situations they find themseles in are irrevocable; immutable. Or each one of the spaces necessitates the other.

Fashion week is pretty fun. I wish my Spanish was up to speed so that I could better appreciate your poem. As it is, I only get bits. It seems to have a nice rhythm, though.
Oct 3, 2003

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