Friday Sep 12, 2003

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Ever wish you could just back things up? I wish I could rewind the whole last month... I am so depressing these days I know, I wish it weren't so. I just don't understand people sometimes... I don't understand how someone that supposedly loved me, would entirely disregard my feelings to get some on the side, and lie to me about so many things and sneak around and generally do all kinds of things behind my back. But when I lash out I am the bad guy... he comes up smelling like a rose. Maybe everything would be better if I never knew him at all. Yes, I'm sure it would.
I have this feeling that I will be living with 20 cats someday...
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stiles:
I feel for you. Hitting the rewind button would be so nice sometimes - like today... not going thru that 2 feet of standing water during the rainstorm would have been wise, especially considering the railroad tracks underneath... the limp will go away in a week most likely, and the bike is easier to fix than the heart.
Here's hoping the good times outweighed the bad, and if you need a sounding board, (people tell me i'm a good listener) drop me a line on AIM @ Edvf1000r if you feel the need.
'night - Ed
bennymac:
I fond myself worrying about you alot, I really want to visit, and tell you its ok.

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