fische

I want to be curled up with someone...someone who doesn't mind reading smutty stories aloud to me, who'll give me massages on request & who won't judge my awful choices of television viewing.
As time goes on though, I possibly think I'm too selfish, too fucked up & too lazy to make any healthy relationship work.




I keep trying to figure out why I'm so resentful towards my sons dad...
I realise that attempting to counsel & give yourself therapy on these complex emotions isn't the best idea.
The only conclusion I can draw though is that I just resent now being alone with my son 6 days a week. Parenthood is tough, really fucking tough. Tiring, draining, no pay check each month, no thanks...
I guess I just don't see an end to how lonely I feel at the end of each day.

Oh life.
Never fucking easy hey?

Ps. Thank you for the continued love on Songbird. Go comment here. My bum & I are very grateful for the support <3