firebluejoe

Well, here it goes. First time with this sort of thing. Well, its not like anyone is going to read it anyway. So it's another friday nite. Big Whoop! I would love to have gone to 9:30 or otto, but no energy. Anyway I would just seem like a drunkin looser to anyone I talk to, considering that I would have to lit, to talk to anyone. Since this will be open to the public I just want to get something off my chest. Why, oh loard, WHY! When im with my super hot friend, tiff, girls fall over smileing at me, but when im by myself the act like they are afriad of me. Will someone answer that. Please, come on Im just a single guy wanting to know the answer. Whiel im venting, im going to get some things out. I like girls. I'm a guy and I like to shop for cute clothes. Must one be gay to say "cute". And yes, I like art, I love art. Good art. Even opra. The modern art museum in baltimore rocks! Oh yes i love my pj's with snoopy on them. All I want in life is a girl, someone to love, someone to walk behind with my hands across her belley. Someone to let me kiss her neck, ears, and that soft littel spot right under her chin. I want someone to have "sleep overs" with pj's and blankets, and pillows and smoors that we make in my fireplace. I want someone to call me at work, and let me know what's in store for me later. I want someone to go away with me and lay under the stars, and talk the nite away.

I want someone

someone who listens
someone who smiles
someone who likes drama

drama.........
dramatic nites, with soft kisses
that last for just a tiny bit too long

nites that one never wants to end
with that subtle feeling of "should I?"

I want to feel the gravity agin.
I want someone to brake down my wall
and find me

Im here, waiting.
just a guy
waiting in line for a ride.
just waiting.