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i was at 320. depressing.

down to 287. still depressing, need to keep on keeping on.

gurgle

i want pizza.

-b
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lost maybe 35 pounds.

its nice.

thats a lot of taters.

figueroa:
hahaha
good going...
losing weight really sucks...
mmmm
i should really think about doing it myself!!!!!

smile smile smile
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ive been doing a lot of cardio, its pretty neato!
poppy:
me too
freud:
it was about a guy who awakes to find himself in horrible pain in a hospital and his intenal monologue about what he's feeling/thinking, etc.. and in the end you find out what he's in there for.
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what do you do when the girls i like dont like me, and the girls that like me, i dont like them?
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filmjedi:
thats not an option
bailey:
get drunk and fuck the ones you dont like



or turn gay like louis said. thats seems more fun
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and yes, another blog about how much i hate christmas.

the 12 reasons ben hates christmas.

1. my parents have cats. i have allergies and asthma. do the math.

2. shitty gifts. i havent spoken to my evil grandmother in over a year, yet she still manages to ruin my christmas by buying me a shitty shirt that she knows is too small for my...
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missaphex:
thankz testimonials!!! love
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im druuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunk.

that is all.

malloreigh:
Oh man, I would love to meet Joss. He seems like he'd be so super cool and nice in real-life, and what you said confirms it!
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i just got a new camera! anyone want to go take photos with me?

please! it'll be fun i need subjects!
poppy:
me me!!!i like pictures!
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new blog time.

i guess, or so i've been told.

well. what's new? I have been working a lot. Finished editing the clip show for the final episode of SOX APPEAL. That was a blast, considering I don't know much about dating, the red sox, or reality.

I worked downtown at a marketing company. they have a great 50 day billing period. so that money...
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i am watching serenity right now.

such a good movie!
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poppy:
ohhhhhhh i didnt know this was your profile!!! tell mike i need a shirt pleeease! xo
poppy:
ps new blog time dont ya think
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growing up in the 90's versus being 27 in 2007.

I remember being about 12 or 13 years old. turning on the mtv top 20, and watching every video religiously. It was a great experience, a lot of fun to watch. it was, dare i say it, entertaining?

i remember watching videos by nirvana, pearl jam, alice in chains, soundgarden, all of those, great bands....
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section8:
okay so here is the world the way I see it.

MTV has only changed on account of the people watching it.

When the youth of America was interested in politics, sex, crime, and an alternative form of news MTV proudly provided it. but what next, generation X grew up and we went online. shit the whole world went online. why listen to a corparation like MTV anymore for politics, sex, crime, and an alternative form of news when we have the fucking internet.

MTV needed to have mindless reality TV bullshit to compete with my being able to see a dude get killed in a moshpit on youtube. Why would you listen to Kurt "the dinosaur" loader "reporting" about Britney Spears' breakdown when the whole thing was fucking live on TMZ.com

Also I know its not fashionable to mention nowadays but not all of us are liberals or conservative and we don't all want to watch news thats so obviously slanted in one direction or the other. Why would anyone for that matter when you could read Digg for hours on end.

Music changed as well. As it does every decade since the 1940's. What happened was that in the late 90's the music doesnt matter anymore. The blame is easy to point Bill Clinton and Metallica. Bill cause her made this country prosper, no teen angst = no youth counter culture. If the kids aren't pissed off at the adults the music suffers thats why no one wants to listen to Soundgarden with you anymore.

Which brings me to Metallica, suing your fans is committing commercial suicide. this is fact. Unfortunately Lars and the boys used a nuclear bomb to kill themselves and the fallout drove real music fans underground where we don't need to pay for music anymore.

The kids suck now, their music, their clothes, their attitude how is MTV gonna sell a product like Music to a generation who doesn't pay for their entertainment anymore? They can't! so they target younger audiences they air what is popular for the tweeners (12 to 16 year olds) to force parents to buy it for the little shits.

In summery. MTV was never meant to be a source for education and information for the youth of America, and they blew what little hold they had on the minds of us about the same time Kurt Cobain blew what little mind he had a hold of on a wall.



Now I'm gonna copy this into my blog. lol

sureality:
Wanna know who to blame the current state of crap tv on?

Bunim-Murray

And you for watching those mindless Real World reruns every weekend. The ratings for those shows reruns changes the face of network tv. The big mindless giants gobbled that shit up. And why wouldn't they?
Cheaper to make. No big star ego's. No writer egos. No high prices paychecks. A flat rate for each show, no writer, and a tiny crew. You fuckers loved it soo much that the "Learning or teaching" stations use the same formula on shows that are "educational". /thats bullshit and you know that more than anyone esle. I'm not claiming that tv was ever anything more than a mindless box that helped you forget how much your day sucked.
Or a delivery device for every useless thing you have ever needed to buy.
The big question however is that if it sucks so hard what do you pay to get it?
Are we that generation that cannot live without it?
Are we really a group of people that cannot be alone with our own thoughts?
Do we really need all our toys to be happy?
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