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so bored. what to do... whatever

Im waiting for my business partners to get their shit together to watch the changes I've made to the film so I know what to do.

I hate deadlines.
I hate staying up late.
I hate waking up late.
I hate the guywire strain in my shoulders.
I hate not having money.
I hate not making money.
I hate how...
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beledi:
whoa. you need some serious loving boy. or a good day. that usually helps me anyway.

for now, i'll give you many *hugs* and kisskisskiss and hope that helps a bit.

you're way too sweet and quirky and creative to feel like shit.

love
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*sighs*

whatever
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throb:
I scream SO THAT I DON'T HAVE TO REPEAT MYSELF.
skull robot skull shocked
beledi:
kiss what's up?
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kiss love kiss love kiss

Well folks. Another crazy weekend of wilting in front of a computer (although not *this* one, per se) editing my film for the Vancouver Film Festival deadline on Tuesday. We got great feedback from our screening and I'm going over the final details for the next three days.

EVERYBODY GO CHECK OUT www.framwerk.com to see a trailer of my movie "The Loop". It's under "The...
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laine666:
i think i fall into the weird and morbid category...
cfg:
Wow congratulations on getting into the Vancouver Film Festival smile Hopefully you'll get into Montreal smile And oddly enough, I'm from Vancouver and in Edmonton right now hehe, we're reverse smile
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It's a different experience meeting the members and SGs in person.

Thanks to angelvanilla, fenris23, topbanana66 and tiamat plus guests for a good night all around.

*sighs*

back to work on the film...
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topbanana66:
Good to meet you brother...More food adventures to come! smile
cfg:
sucks that the weather in Vancouver is so cold frown I've never met anyone on SG in real life, but maybe one day..smile
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You all fucking rule. You make my day.



love love kiss love
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angelvanilla:
Hey, just sending out a reminder about Naam for Tiamat that is tonight at 7pm!!! miao!!
despairfactor:
Sweetness! Well as long as I am not intruding, I promise I will bombard your journal with comments every day!! smile

It's called Fyrbo Myalgia.. it's kinda complicated... basically its caused by calicum and phosphate buildups in the muscles. The calciuam and phosphate are produced by insulin, which comes from eating carbs. Hence no more eating carbs. I think eventually I will be able to eat them, just not for the first couple months
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ARRRRRRRRGH. mad

Why is truth so coveted and then so dispised when it is finally revealed?

If you'll recall, after my messy breakup, I had a girl that basically land in my lap and she was awesome. Amazing in so many ways. Someone I could fall in love with. We decided not to see each other in that way anymore, however (and I want to stress...
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laine666:
you did her more good than harm.
you really did.
i am just winding up a terrible mess where i wasnt told the things you told her, and it really hurts.
despairfactor:
Not a prick at all. I've been in that situation b4.. but I've been the girl who had her heart broken. So I can understand how she would be upset. I was. It's just because she can't have what she wants. I'm sure in the end, after being sad, and angry she'll see it's for the best. And it's always better to be honest, b/c I'm sure she would have rather known the truth than to have been lied to.

Anywayes... yes.. buckets of grease... are amazing! Glad I managed to step in one!!

And I'm not sure what they didn't pick me for?

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So the screening went well.

No one hated the movie, even though there are some things to work on, aka sound, some digital effects, and a minor reworking of some ending material.

*sighs*

It feels weird to be almost done this film. So many steps:

I graduated film school in December 2000 and we started writing.

We got funding July 2001.

We started shooting May...
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reese:
well...he was a very good friend of both my boyfriend and me.
But...as triangles tend to go...tension grew...shit happened...I did some highly regettable things...and now we don't speak anymore.
how's that for vague!?
beledi:
i didn't think so. you're much too good and pure to do something like that. smile
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So the screening went well.

No one hated the movie, even though there are some things to work on, aka sound, some digital effects, and a minor reworking of some ending material.

*sighs*

It feels weird to be almost done this film. So many steps:

I graduated film school and we started writing.

We got funding the following July.

We started shooting the following May....
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Tonight is the night.

3 1/2 years in the making and I show my film to a hundred people.

Holy sweet Jesus.

biggrin (can I change the meaning of this symbol to "shit eating grin" for a few hours?)
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angelvanilla:
Yah bring the movie to Naam, well find a place to watch it afterwards.... so what is the movie about? I'm glad that you are coming Naams, see you there kiss
michele_b:
my problem was: i have no extra memory in my digital camera, so the pictures had to be taken in the same vicinity as the computer so i could dump the pictures after every 18 we took. plus... my apartment is super tiny so it doesn't offer a lot of options.

i fucking love the gunslinger books. much better than some of his other stuff.... say... cujo. although the movie cujo was shot by where i live. it still sucks though.

the lack of dialogue is a big part of what i love about samurai jack. that and the uh... special effects? i know thats not the right word, i just think its very orignial ... cartooning. hard to believe its from the same creator of dexters laboratory.
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So many things make life interesting, my friends.

I was with a girl for two and a half years. We had a great run, but in the end, she made a decision that affected us both so deeply that I wasn't really sure of the full ramifications until last night.

You see, she discovered she was a lesbian and I couldn't be angry or sad...
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beledi:
enjoy your summer, and work through your stuff sweetie. the last thing you need to do is mess something glorious up because you have issues that will get in the way.

mmmm...full moon.

and i did enjoy my tit-tacular day. biggrin
angelvanilla:
Hey, Tiamat has been lonely in Vancouver... wana come to Naam on June 10th, 7pm kiss
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*grumbles*

hate my real life... want to live in my film dream world for a while...

more soon... as I am busy dealing with bullshit reality...

love love
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Just a quick one here...

About to finish my movie after three and a half years.

Sweet Keeeerist. It feels good.

Will y'all knock on wood for me through this dangerous and scary time of mastering it to tape?

Yes, erections will do.
beledi:
knocking on wood. good old giant wood trim boards in this kinda quirky heritage building i work in. getting some odd looks from the coworkers crammed into this place with me. hoping that i don't have coffee breath for the icy latte mocca i just imbibed.

congrats on the finishing of the movie, coastal canuck. much luck with 'mastering' the tape.

mastering...hehe. surreal
tronvillain:
I certainly will. And I love that place man, so get off my back. *chuckle*