Yeah okay... so Im better.
You guys rule.
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You're a stranger to me
Then you give me your life
I toss it to one side
Still you're sweeter to me
When we lie on the shore
It's warm where you are
But my lips just don't burn
I feel so insecure
When you try to be kind
Could I ask for more...
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You guys rule.
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You're a stranger to me
Then you give me your life
I toss it to one side
Still you're sweeter to me
When we lie on the shore
It's warm where you are
But my lips just don't burn
I feel so insecure
When you try to be kind
Could I ask for more...
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maitressedemence:
glad you're feelin better
eli:
miss you 
...and now I'm totally depressed.
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I spent so long and hard making my film. I put everything I am and was and is into it and no that it's finished, I realize I have completely neglected my life.
My only friends are the ones I make films with. I have others, but I have almost systematically ignored them for almost three years....
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I spent so long and hard making my film. I put everything I am and was and is into it and no that it's finished, I realize I have completely neglected my life.
My only friends are the ones I make films with. I have others, but I have almost systematically ignored them for almost three years....
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tiffanymarie:
It's depressing but now it's time to take advantage of things that you ignored before. Jump on the oppurtunity. Things will start to look up sooner or later. Good luck sweetie, take care, Tiff
june:
I don't know you, but at least you have created something and didn't neglect your life by pissing it away in front of the tv.
The people who love you will understand that you were working.
The people who love you will understand that you were working.
tonight...
I finished my film.
Three and a half years.
A girlfriend.
Fifty grand.
Tears.
Pain.
Sweat.
Anguish.
All turns to mere memories and obstacles standing in ruins behind me.
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It's hard to write a song with bitter fingers
So much to prove, so few to tell you why
Those old die-hards in Denmark Street start laughing
At the keyboard player's hollow haunted eyes...
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I finished my film.
Three and a half years.
A girlfriend.
Fifty grand.
Tears.
Pain.
Sweat.
Anguish.
All turns to mere memories and obstacles standing in ruins behind me.
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It's hard to write a song with bitter fingers
So much to prove, so few to tell you why
Those old die-hards in Denmark Street start laughing
At the keyboard player's hollow haunted eyes...
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clearbrightfire:
you forgot the blood
good luck,I hope its everything you wanted
good luck,I hope its everything you wanted
eli:
way to go champ!
So I told the ex that I am with someone else... 
Wow... this is too long a story to get into here... if you wanna know, email me...
I feel better that she knows but now I'm worried for a good friend who is half a world away, a penchant for partying and whose world just got a little smaller to her...
Gods o' Edinburgh......
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Wow... this is too long a story to get into here... if you wanna know, email me...
I feel better that she knows but now I'm worried for a good friend who is half a world away, a penchant for partying and whose world just got a little smaller to her...
Gods o' Edinburgh......
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despairfactor:
I took it down? I think it's still up in the hopefuls... is it not?
malloreigh:
you mentioned the vancouver booksigning.
sweet. i was there.
sweet. i was there.
Bojangly dangly doo.
I watched people having sex on a balcony last night...
How about you?
Edited to say: THEY were having sex on a balcony.. I wasnt watching from MY balcony...
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Voyeurism: yay or nay?
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Elton John Lyric of the day (theres so many I know I know!)
Well there's slim times when my words won't rhyme
And...
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I watched people having sex on a balcony last night...
How about you?
Edited to say: THEY were having sex on a balcony.. I wasnt watching from MY balcony...
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Voyeurism: yay or nay?
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Elton John Lyric of the day (theres so many I know I know!)
Well there's slim times when my words won't rhyme
And...
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eli:
yay. 
cureelise:
hehehe my hubbie is still trying to convince me that just because we live on the 3 rd floor and our house is surrounded by a lot of trees the neighbors can still see me walking around nakkid. 
Work work work.
Goddamn I would have become a simple accountant if I knew following my dreams would have been so draining.
But It'll all be worth it anyways.
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EJ says for this day:
Have you heard the dogs at night
Somewhere on the hill
Chasing some poor criminal
And I guess they're out to kill
Oh there must be shackles on...
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Goddamn I would have become a simple accountant if I knew following my dreams would have been so draining.
But It'll all be worth it anyways.
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EJ says for this day:
Have you heard the dogs at night
Somewhere on the hill
Chasing some poor criminal
And I guess they're out to kill
Oh there must be shackles on...
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mistakesmade:
I'm glad you enjoy my journals so much :-d. At least someone likes me 
mwahahahaha
mwahahahaha
eli:
What's it like being a man these days? You guys act all hard but you need love too hey?
Why in the name of all things can I not get this film DONE?
BAAAAARRRRGRHHHRGHRKHRGKH.
*drools all scary like*
*sighs*
BAAAAARRRRGRHHHRGHRKHRGKH.
*drools all scary like*
*sighs*
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beledi:
i hope you wiped up the drool. it could create a puddle in which someone might slip and hurt themself.
kelland:
calm down, now. it will all work out. I promise.
sooooooooo busy.
got a letter from Montreal Film Festival... waiting for my film partners to come home to open it...
gotta be short but I love you i'll be back more regularily soon...
life is doin one o them wild ride times right now....
a FilmMe-specific question for you today: how do you tell your former girlfriend who veered queer but you still love (but...
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got a letter from Montreal Film Festival... waiting for my film partners to come home to open it...
gotta be short but I love you i'll be back more regularily soon...
life is doin one o them wild ride times right now....
a FilmMe-specific question for you today: how do you tell your former girlfriend who veered queer but you still love (but...
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eli:
so you may be here after all! oh yess! isnt chevelle a fucking bombshell!!!!! totally...I went camping at lac st jean its in the centre of Quebec a beutiful BC reminisent type spot. Anyways talk to ya later i need to move with this day!
neelyohara:
I would just tell her like that. Why? Do you think she's going to have a problem with it? I wouldn't assume so as she's obviously moved on herslef?
Back from the depths...
Had an amazing time with the family over the long weekend. I havenest seen some of them for like seven years and it was weird... which ones were cool which ones turned into fucking tools and whom do I collect the bets from on that?
I'm a a cynical bastard but the truth is Im not close to my family at...
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Had an amazing time with the family over the long weekend. I havenest seen some of them for like seven years and it was weird... which ones were cool which ones turned into fucking tools and whom do I collect the bets from on that?
I'm a a cynical bastard but the truth is Im not close to my family at...
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user209834982:
so.. u had fun? 
maitressedemence:
i have a lot of mindless cousins too.. well snobby is more the word for my cousins.. i hate family gatherings.... glad your back though
Well team....
A couple of days went by where I was busy as all king hell and now I am back... but I am leaving for Victoria for a couple days so I wont be around to chizzzzat or nothin for nobody.
But you guys are mah peeps. The good folks. The ones who made it possible to be famous at least somewhere.
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A couple of days went by where I was busy as all king hell and now I am back... but I am leaving for Victoria for a couple days so I wont be around to chizzzzat or nothin for nobody.
But you guys are mah peeps. The good folks. The ones who made it possible to be famous at least somewhere.
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peggy:
Elton John is awesome!!
beledi:
Come back soon sweetie.
Realistically, I would go to Vancouver Island again, driving my car and then hiking and backpacking on a bunch of different trails. Fantastically, I'd be off to Europe by plane and then travelling by walking and backpacking, or moped.
Go to the boy's cabin and hang out there. It's such a nice escape.
Realistically, I would go to Vancouver Island again, driving my car and then hiking and backpacking on a bunch of different trails. Fantastically, I'd be off to Europe by plane and then travelling by walking and backpacking, or moped.
Go to the boy's cabin and hang out there. It's such a nice escape.
Wow.
That was gooooood nap.
Goinna watch some firfeworks this evening...
a little bit of monkeys staring at explosions in the sky action.
*cracks a beer*
Aaaaaaahhhh.
That was gooooood nap.
Goinna watch some firfeworks this evening...
a little bit of monkeys staring at explosions in the sky action.
*cracks a beer*
Aaaaaaahhhh.
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cureelise:
had lots of fun playing with some fire last night. it was like a mini version of the burning man fest.
thedishwasher:
have a good day!!
Zzzzzzz...
Zzzz....
ZZZZzzzzz...
*blinks*
umnmnmngh..
ZzzzzzZZzz...
Zzzzzzzz...
Zzzz....
ZZZZzzzzz...
*blinks*
umnmnmngh..
ZzzzzzZZzz...
Zzzzzzzz...
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despairfactor:
Someone is sleepy?
sunnysunny:
wake up sleepyhead