I had a conversation with the financial aid office at the school that I had almost written off that's worth relaying...
essentially, they've finished my package (finally) and 70% of the cost is covered by grants, of the remainder, 60% is covered by a loan that incurs no interest until I graduate, and the rest is by a loan which starts incuring interest at the... Read More
I wished I had something interesting or enlightening or even vaugely engaging to babble about, but I really don't... I had a good day at work- got alot done at work and though I am uninspired by my work and thus in my accomplishment of that, it has been an accomplishment none the less... I'm in the process of laundry, which is a project within... Read More
I got whacked in the head by a major bout of insecurity last night... like seriously. it hurt and it sucked and I don't wanna do that anymore. But i'm still battling with it, and am trying to figure out why on earth I feel so poorly about myself. Is it that I fear that I am, or I fear that I'm not? If I... Read More
I called in late to work, and I still don't want to go.
it's not that work is bad or uncomfortable, there are just other things in my life right now that I care more about and for. The bad part is that I am in need of the money. It's a shame really. I need to work so that I have money to pay... Read More
I feel free... and am hopeful in ways I havn't known since I had the innocence of being green and young and new in the world, unhurt by it's harsh realities.
I am curious about many many things and wanting to make a difference again simply because I believe my efforts would matter.
What in the world happened to create this???
(or have I, in... Read More
I am doing much better now. I've moved into a new place, and am living with three cats, two dogs, five humans and a snake. We have a big back yard and a big front yard and the house is big enough so that we all have our own space without trampliing eachother. We're gonna have a halloween party I think... Read More
Just cause i take over from a sheep, doesn't mean i'll become one....
you can be vice-president. But i'm pretty sure you have to have been born in the United States to be Pres....
visa vie the whole Arnold wanting to change the law thing. but i haven't really looked into it.
Whenever you're ready. I'll cook. Room enough for other craziness. Really miss our talks. We ever gonna talk in person? If not. Well. Damn. Yeah I see you still got old boyfriends lusting for you. I gotta go cause typing sucks....
I want to appologize to everyone for my grumpy bitchy nature lately. I'm a firm believer in the concept that you pick up bits and pieces of the people that you are around and I've been living with assholes for a few months now. This is definatly changing, I promise. My appologies for making this one big huge gripe fest!
I've gone without a girlfriend for quite a while. It made me into a lonely poetry writing fool. You need to hang around positive people though. It helps. Like me, for instance. How much more positive can you get than believing you will build a dream yatch and name it M/V Optimist? Things have a way of working out if you just believe it....
Sorry I've been gone. Sounds like there's trouble in paradise. I've been selfishly busy. Preparing to be happy. Actually already am. Tunes thoughout the house, a crackling fire, good beer, restoring a '66 Starcraft runabout in my workshop, one of my trail mix cheescakes keeps getting attacked, throwing the occaisional frisbee for Holly, and all while laundry is going. I think it's called multitasking these days. I call it just puttering around....
i saw your post, and it reminded me of that video...
backround:
Habbo is one of those virtual online community things...but they have racist policies,
such as not allowing black characters in the pool.
so a bunch of people decided to shut down the game, by invading it with black people.