The interview went wonderfully.
I didn't get the job.
no worries. It was really good... I think I've found the kind of captian (and owner) I'd like to work for.
Back to the grind,
(my hormones have been kicking up some crap the past few days. Weird insecurities, nervousness, My thoughts being consumed with wondering why on earth am I here and what am I doing and what's wrong with holding a normal 9-5 job? Anything odd that I could stress about I did. It was no fun.
A long talk with a good friend and the reassurance that yes, I'm a wonderful beautiful human who adds value and life to the planet seemed to have soothed alot of it... yea.
The rest is on me.
I crashed out early last night and am watching the sun rise. I'm about to walk down and get a cuppa coffee for breakfast and make a proper grocery list for later. Work today starts in three hours and I need a shower before then. Life is good and this sunrise is beautiful!!!)
I didn't get the job.
no worries. It was really good... I think I've found the kind of captian (and owner) I'd like to work for.
Back to the grind,
(my hormones have been kicking up some crap the past few days. Weird insecurities, nervousness, My thoughts being consumed with wondering why on earth am I here and what am I doing and what's wrong with holding a normal 9-5 job? Anything odd that I could stress about I did. It was no fun.
A long talk with a good friend and the reassurance that yes, I'm a wonderful beautiful human who adds value and life to the planet seemed to have soothed alot of it... yea.
The rest is on me.
I crashed out early last night and am watching the sun rise. I'm about to walk down and get a cuppa coffee for breakfast and make a proper grocery list for later. Work today starts in three hours and I need a shower before then. Life is good and this sunrise is beautiful!!!)
I wish I had a girl, blanket adn one of those lawn swings to take in the sunrise with