hi and hugs.
I have been abducted by aliens!!!! I'm in texas!!!! HELP! On top of the losing internet, my family needed me, so I totally disappeared for a while. I've no idea when I'll be living in cali again, hopefully soon!!!
but yea. I'll be stopping on here periodically... I miss you guys!!!! it's hard to find uninterupted internet time to check into a porn site though... can't really explain that one away if you know what I mean...
ok. what has happened in this crazy absence of mine?
a) I found out that I'm loved.
b) the guy I was seeing and I split up. (we're friends and that works for now)
c) I packed up last week and moved to texas and am packing my parents up. (I think they're going back to florida, not sure yet though)
d) I"m trying to find a way back to school.
e) I need to read more
f) I want to start a panty exchange. (new, unworn panties. )
g) need to get some cash together to live on.
h) oh. I've been working in a garden for a month or two, daily, so I'm all tanned and buff now. (in cali)
i) I drove 14 hours from tucson AZ to Dallas Tx in one day.
j) I've done a hellva lot of thinking and contemplating and choosing of who I want to be and who I do not want to be. of which I've decided that
- I don't want to be dishonorable in any way, shape or fashion.
- I want to be a pirate! (an honorable one!!!)
- I want a clean, healthy, mellow and nondramatic living space that is my sanctuary from the crazyness of the world that is all but clean, healthy, mellow or nondramatic.
- I want to be able to share that living space and also feel comfortable being myself and having people over.
- I want to provide for myself and not have to be provided for.
- I want not to be too proud to be willing to do what it takes to do that.
- In so doing, I also wish to beable to provide for others and teaching them to fish and not just feeding them. (that avoids leeches)
- write more.
- read more
- travel more
- If I am ever engaging in something that is harmful beyond justification then it will be changed.
- appricating those around me because life will change and it will move on and if we dont enjoy it now, we may lose out on it later.
- I want to be with someone and share my life with them and allow them to be themselves and share their life with me with both of us working on our own terms.
- and there's more, but that's all my tired brain can think of at the moment....
k) yea. lots of thinking.
l) and yea. my poor brain is poopedout. sorry about the lack of insanely deep or contemplative post tonite. it's been crazy.
I will catch up and post on all ya'll's journals, as soon as I can find the time.
hugs, loves, kisses,
~the elusive one
I have been abducted by aliens!!!! I'm in texas!!!! HELP! On top of the losing internet, my family needed me, so I totally disappeared for a while. I've no idea when I'll be living in cali again, hopefully soon!!!
but yea. I'll be stopping on here periodically... I miss you guys!!!! it's hard to find uninterupted internet time to check into a porn site though... can't really explain that one away if you know what I mean...
ok. what has happened in this crazy absence of mine?
a) I found out that I'm loved.
b) the guy I was seeing and I split up. (we're friends and that works for now)
c) I packed up last week and moved to texas and am packing my parents up. (I think they're going back to florida, not sure yet though)
d) I"m trying to find a way back to school.
e) I need to read more
f) I want to start a panty exchange. (new, unworn panties. )
g) need to get some cash together to live on.
h) oh. I've been working in a garden for a month or two, daily, so I'm all tanned and buff now. (in cali)
i) I drove 14 hours from tucson AZ to Dallas Tx in one day.
j) I've done a hellva lot of thinking and contemplating and choosing of who I want to be and who I do not want to be. of which I've decided that
- I don't want to be dishonorable in any way, shape or fashion.
- I want to be a pirate! (an honorable one!!!)
- I want a clean, healthy, mellow and nondramatic living space that is my sanctuary from the crazyness of the world that is all but clean, healthy, mellow or nondramatic.
- I want to be able to share that living space and also feel comfortable being myself and having people over.
- I want to provide for myself and not have to be provided for.
- I want not to be too proud to be willing to do what it takes to do that.
- In so doing, I also wish to beable to provide for others and teaching them to fish and not just feeding them. (that avoids leeches)
- write more.
- read more
- travel more
- If I am ever engaging in something that is harmful beyond justification then it will be changed.
- appricating those around me because life will change and it will move on and if we dont enjoy it now, we may lose out on it later.
- I want to be with someone and share my life with them and allow them to be themselves and share their life with me with both of us working on our own terms.
- and there's more, but that's all my tired brain can think of at the moment....
k) yea. lots of thinking.
l) and yea. my poor brain is poopedout. sorry about the lack of insanely deep or contemplative post tonite. it's been crazy.
I will catch up and post on all ya'll's journals, as soon as I can find the time.
hugs, loves, kisses,
~the elusive one
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illbillzillbub:
thats a plan 
oak:
Those sound like about the same conclusions I've come up with over the last couple years. Good life rules, if you ask me.