greetings.
Life is achanging and I don't know how. one of those things I guess. My appologies for not having been more active on the site. "Real world" stuff has neeeded my attention.
Today we travel to San Franscisco, for seseme cookies, dimsum and the warf. it'll all be beautiful.
I braided my hair yesterday (or my friend did it actually) They are truely beautiful.
Soemthing I've learned about space, and needing to have it. We act weird when we feel we have lost ourselves in something. When we so engross our existance into one person, or group, into an organization, into whatever. When we so closely define who we are by that we lose ourselves. The group I've been with for the past few weeks is starting to experience this. The boys are wanting their space to be introverts, the girls are getting on eachother's nerves. There are hurt feelings for being just too close to the others. Group dynamics are changing. Where we once were a close, mostly functional group, right now we're experiencing the backlash of too much time together. We enjoyed eachother's company but at this point it's time to losen and to be connected but not as tightly woven. I believe I will go back to my books. I miss them.
kisses to you guys. I miss you too.
Life is achanging and I don't know how. one of those things I guess. My appologies for not having been more active on the site. "Real world" stuff has neeeded my attention.
Today we travel to San Franscisco, for seseme cookies, dimsum and the warf. it'll all be beautiful.
I braided my hair yesterday (or my friend did it actually) They are truely beautiful.
Soemthing I've learned about space, and needing to have it. We act weird when we feel we have lost ourselves in something. When we so engross our existance into one person, or group, into an organization, into whatever. When we so closely define who we are by that we lose ourselves. The group I've been with for the past few weeks is starting to experience this. The boys are wanting their space to be introverts, the girls are getting on eachother's nerves. There are hurt feelings for being just too close to the others. Group dynamics are changing. Where we once were a close, mostly functional group, right now we're experiencing the backlash of too much time together. We enjoyed eachother's company but at this point it's time to losen and to be connected but not as tightly woven. I believe I will go back to my books. I miss them.
kisses to you guys. I miss you too.
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Give 'Ishmael', by Daniel Quinn, a read. It may start strange, but read through it, it's amazing.