New update!!!!
My day. Severe anger at the former male and the situation. severe like bad like someone wouldda gotten hurt had they been near me. anyone really, not just him... undirected anger is bad. (I took it out on the pile of debris I was moving) but anyways, one of the hippies that works with me came in and listened and made the comment of maybe I am supposed to be here in california and that I'm supposed to be doing something uber important here and the only way to get me back here to do whatever it is was through this guy... I'm starting to see how that can be possible. like. I met up with a buddy from two years ago who has become one of my closest and who is helping me slowly get over all of the muck I've experienced. another old woman friend of mine is absolutly amazing and I'mlearning from her as well... and then there are my roommmates... nuff said. but yea. I wouldn't have come if it weren't for him. I wish it wouldn't have ended like it did, but I know i wouldn't be here or who I am without his influence, abet if just for a short time...
so yea. that was part of my day. I took a bath after work and played with the cat and then I met up with my buddies ariel and Ra and they gave a beautiful back massage that got rid of all the knots and Ijust ate a vegan hot dog and later my buddy is comming over because he forgot his wallet at my place. (I found it behind my bed... go figure??? NOT like that sillies!!!!)
anyways, in short... today = I got alot done and I'm eating a vegan corn dog and I worked through alot of anger at my ex, and learned abotu someone new and explored the idea that maybe I'm supposed to be out here and the situation with h was what was needed to a) get me here and b) teach me about myself and others and also, my friend left his wallet here last night so I get to see him for a while!!!
yeayea.. I love reiteration... it's soo much fun!
uhhh uh, uhhh uh, it is! it is!
Kisses!
That's my gramma just after the ceremony!!! !isn't she just glowing???? (oh yea. and he's her new husband.)
My day. Severe anger at the former male and the situation. severe like bad like someone wouldda gotten hurt had they been near me. anyone really, not just him... undirected anger is bad. (I took it out on the pile of debris I was moving) but anyways, one of the hippies that works with me came in and listened and made the comment of maybe I am supposed to be here in california and that I'm supposed to be doing something uber important here and the only way to get me back here to do whatever it is was through this guy... I'm starting to see how that can be possible. like. I met up with a buddy from two years ago who has become one of my closest and who is helping me slowly get over all of the muck I've experienced. another old woman friend of mine is absolutly amazing and I'mlearning from her as well... and then there are my roommmates... nuff said. but yea. I wouldn't have come if it weren't for him. I wish it wouldn't have ended like it did, but I know i wouldn't be here or who I am without his influence, abet if just for a short time...
so yea. that was part of my day. I took a bath after work and played with the cat and then I met up with my buddies ariel and Ra and they gave a beautiful back massage that got rid of all the knots and Ijust ate a vegan hot dog and later my buddy is comming over because he forgot his wallet at my place. (I found it behind my bed... go figure??? NOT like that sillies!!!!)
anyways, in short... today = I got alot done and I'm eating a vegan corn dog and I worked through alot of anger at my ex, and learned abotu someone new and explored the idea that maybe I'm supposed to be out here and the situation with h was what was needed to a) get me here and b) teach me about myself and others and also, my friend left his wallet here last night so I get to see him for a while!!!
yeayea.. I love reiteration... it's soo much fun!
uhhh uh, uhhh uh, it is! it is!
Kisses!
That's my gramma just after the ceremony!!! !isn't she just glowing???? (oh yea. and he's her new husband.)
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How did the night with the boy go? (you thought I wouldn't notice the candles...)
I had this boyfriend for a long time durring high school and eventually dumped his ass with good reason. Several years later i ran into him, the day before he was to move 12 hours away from our home town. Now, I was unsure exactly why I did this but I up and moved with him. I wasn't unhappy at home or anything, I just felt drawn to move to an unseen place with my rotten ex as my only friend...
And there I met the love of my life, and lived happily ever after.