One of my bestest friends (who drives me beyond up the wall) is moving to cali tommorow. I packed her up today. I'm gonna miss her something terrible! Yea... we had way too much fun together... (not like that silly kids!)
What's with everyone going to cali???Like even I'm trying to get there. but is it worth it?? not really. I mean. it's just a state. An overpriced one at that. It has an intense debt as well and has WAY too many people for my liking. I have found that the people have a reputation of being laid back, but are so worried about having to pay rent and taxes that they run around like headless chickens! and we're all trying to get there!!! tell me, does this make any sence at all??? (no offense lickty. I know you're there. That's part of the reason I'm trying to get back...) don't get me wrong. it's a great state, but what is it about the state that draws sooo many humans????
Anyways, I'm in search of a job. I love being a legal drug dealer, but it gets old after a while. (also it really doesn't pay that much, contrary to popular belief!) and the school thing hasnt' taken root either. I'm trying to get it all worked out!!!
I'm in a really mean Mood.
and I'm not quite sure why. Maybe it's the frustration of having realized that everything I love I've had to let go. My friends, my passions, everything. The winds of time and the fates (among others) have said that it's time. and voila! it's done, and they're gone. I'm trying really hard not to take it out on my lovies... it's kinda not working too well... I'm gonna go for now.....
~ Figment
"You must understand the whole of life, not just one little part of it. That is why you must read, that is why you must look at the skies, that is why you must sing and dance, and write poems, and suffer, and understand, for all that is life."
-- J. Krishnamurti, Indian Philosopher
What's with everyone going to cali???Like even I'm trying to get there. but is it worth it?? not really. I mean. it's just a state. An overpriced one at that. It has an intense debt as well and has WAY too many people for my liking. I have found that the people have a reputation of being laid back, but are so worried about having to pay rent and taxes that they run around like headless chickens! and we're all trying to get there!!! tell me, does this make any sence at all??? (no offense lickty. I know you're there. That's part of the reason I'm trying to get back...) don't get me wrong. it's a great state, but what is it about the state that draws sooo many humans????
Anyways, I'm in search of a job. I love being a legal drug dealer, but it gets old after a while. (also it really doesn't pay that much, contrary to popular belief!) and the school thing hasnt' taken root either. I'm trying to get it all worked out!!!
I'm in a really mean Mood.
and I'm not quite sure why. Maybe it's the frustration of having realized that everything I love I've had to let go. My friends, my passions, everything. The winds of time and the fates (among others) have said that it's time. and voila! it's done, and they're gone. I'm trying really hard not to take it out on my lovies... it's kinda not working too well... I'm gonna go for now.....
~ Figment
"You must understand the whole of life, not just one little part of it. That is why you must read, that is why you must look at the skies, that is why you must sing and dance, and write poems, and suffer, and understand, for all that is life."
-- J. Krishnamurti, Indian Philosopher
figmentation:
ha - local drug dealer -- at this point in my life I was working at a coffee shop. and selling caffeine by the cup. thus being a local drug dealer.