figmentation

right... someone tell me how utterly retarded I am! I've the possiblity to purchase tickets that leave in 11 hours to go see this stupid boy in cali. It'd completely wipe out all the money I have and will be for all of four days... With nothing but airfare... also, on the other end, there's a weekend trip for about the same price that includes a hotel room, so the arrangements on that front are taken care of. Yea. I'm Really lame!!! he's just a boy!!! grrr...
help.