figmentation

If you limit your choices only to what seems possible or reasonable, you disconnect yourself from what you truly want, and all that is left is a compromise. -Robert Fritz
and
"Aut viam inveniam aut faciam "
embody my life.
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So there's a damn good reason I have trust issues and I don't tell anyone the important stuff.
I'm fearing I've been conned.
I'm pissed.