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I called in late to work, and I still don't want to go.

it's not that work is bad or uncomfortable, there are just other things in my life right now that I care more about and for. The bad part is that I am in need of the money. It's a shame really. I need to work so that I have money to pay for the details of life, yet I have no time when I am not exhausted from work which to enjoy the good stuff in life. Also, nearly all of my money is tied up in bills which pay for my existence, and they don't cover any of the stuff that I really need covered. It's not like there's any left over anyways. There's got to be a better way than this.
Why on earth does basic life cost so friggin much???

I hate money. I had a dream last night that a fellow that I'm crushing on tried to buy my affection with an allowence, gifts, plane tickets, paying for school, the whole bit! I remember in my dream getting very frustrated with him, and saying that all of that isn't needed, that I liked him already and I would rather him just come visit me and me work and make my living... Though he understood that I gave a damn for the sake there of, it turned out that he was afraid that i'd stop caring if he didn't have cash on hand... I'ts just one more example of how people get really stupid over the concept of money. (I have really werid dreams, don't you think???)

I really need to go in.
it's such a pretty morning too...