I think I might be getting ownership of my first group.
wow.
I'll let you know when I do.
I woke up this morning from a dream where I was out with folks and we were at the beach and I needed to tinkle so I went to the bathroom and did my thing and then met this really neat girl who was just well, neat. and then my friends pulled me back out and I was standing there realizing that I really did need to go and so I woke up and have been groggy for a few hours. The strange part was that my perspective went from being standing to laying as was curled in my cozy bed in my room and not at the boardwalk by the beach... very strange.
Still not quite awake yet, several hours later.
Either way, I'm happier than I've ever been and more settled too. I've decided that Growing up is strange and I'm glad for the experience of the last ten years but I never want to do it again. ever.
wow.
I'll let you know when I do.
I woke up this morning from a dream where I was out with folks and we were at the beach and I needed to tinkle so I went to the bathroom and did my thing and then met this really neat girl who was just well, neat. and then my friends pulled me back out and I was standing there realizing that I really did need to go and so I woke up and have been groggy for a few hours. The strange part was that my perspective went from being standing to laying as was curled in my cozy bed in my room and not at the boardwalk by the beach... very strange.
Still not quite awake yet, several hours later.
Either way, I'm happier than I've ever been and more settled too. I've decided that Growing up is strange and I'm glad for the experience of the last ten years but I never want to do it again. ever.
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I would ask about the group, except everyone is already asking.
I have found it an interesting process of growing up too. Funny thing is, when I was, say, 20... I thought I was "grown up"... what a joke. Eight, almost nine, years later and I'm finally starting to understand. I'm finally happy with myself and my life. Insead of focusing on the external stuff like I used to, I finally learned all aout me, strengths and weaknesses and accept myself unconditionally. All of a sudden I am almost never upset, rarely depressed, (even though I have been clinically depressed since I was about 15)... And I am thrilled about my life and my future. ...
Ok... I'm done ranting...