fidelius

I want to let go so badly
this isnt where i want to be
these sheets are warm
and sufficating
As much as i want to be here
i want to go
run
hide
crawl into myself and stay there forever
away from all this
away from you
then i would have some peace.
i dont hate you
i dont not hate you
you aren't...
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I posted a new set in psw

i love it.

that is all

so i stayed up late (for me) talking to iggy_koopa. he's adorable. go talk to him. send him bears.

i need sleep and i'm sorta annoyed at my camera.

my updates are short.

talk to me people. show me love. ♥

For those of you who dont know (ok thats almost all of you) I'm a poet by nature. I love to write poetry. I'm not that great but I'm not that bad either. Anywho, i will be putting a lot of my poerty in my journal from now on. enjoy

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I'm sittting here
by my self
again...
where are you?
how are you?
who...
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Dear you
I'm so scared of things
you, me -- them
when i close my eyes i fall
i fall past everything i know
past you
past me
through the rabbit hole
i even fall past Alice.
But when my eyes are open and I find myself resting on the sofa
I see everything I'm so scared of in your eyes
i know nothing will...
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I am so terrified of things in my life right now. I want so much and need even more. I know i'm being vauge. sorry.

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♥

I am addicted to Mariah Carey right now.


I'm updating this to say sorry. It's not that i didnt want to talk to YOU. I just didnt want to talk about it. I wont call you out again.

I got bored last night, so i cut my hair. I like it. alot. Anywho go look in my pics section and tell me what you think.




my new hair

I hate workin on Saturdays. But I like the weather today. I think that later I'll let Johnny play with the hose because his father hasnt hooked up the pool yet.
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Whats your favorite Summer song?