fidelius

Dear you
I'm so scared of things
you, me -- them
when i close my eyes i fall
i fall past everything i know
past you
past me
through the rabbit hole
i even fall past Alice.
But when my eyes are open and I find myself resting on the sofa
I see everything I'm so scared of in your eyes
i know nothing will be ok.
you dont make it better.
you'll never know why my heart tic's instead of beating
You'll never know whats broken
or how to fix it
I see it in your eyes.
and i'm terrified.

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I think I expect to much of people