I miss your smile probably most of all. The way our lips met like the perfect brush stroke on a masterpiece. I miss counting the stars on the top of my car and talking of life and the life we want to create. I miss your embrace in times i needed it more than ever or when it was just another. I miss the unexpected visits, the notes, the care. I miss the feeling of feeling that i was the only, knowing i wasn't. I miss the quiver of your body as you thrust my body, my eyes meeting your soul for the first time every time, my heart beating non stop never feeling more alive, our bodies entwined and molded perfectly for one another, the ecstasy and power of the passion we shared. I miss hearing your heart speak daily, your laugh when i could brighten those storm clouds in your mind. But above all you were never mine from the start, just when it came to matters of the heart. Come whatever may, just know i am thankful, but miss those feelings everyday.
