ferretbite

I have resumed my studies as of tonight. And I got the study plan, as well as all of the scheduled activities, research projects, stuff to read, the works. I am freakin' out. I always feel overwhelmed at the beginning of something new, especially something I take so seriously... I have never considered failure as an option, and the prospect of it... GAH!!!!!

So I won't. I'll just try to get back on the saddle.

I got my dad his toy RC helicopter. I don't think I have seen him this happy with a present since that time I gave him that really good bottle of wine. And that was ages ago. He liked it so much he left one hour late for his Rotary meeting because he wanted to play with it. Also, he bought two more on eBay.

Guess I finally found something he liked.

I feel like I've hit it. My creativity is at a low point. I have no envy whatsoever to write, read, or even make up words in my mind as I sometimes do. It's the stress, I suppose. To be honest I don't care what it is, I just want to tear down the damn thing. Maybe I need a decent spot of violence. Or driving fast for a couple of miles. Whatever, I just need a rush so that I can focus.

This Recent Pictures thing has two sides. It's cool because you get to see what your friends are posting and all. But at the same time it can make you look like a stalker, so I guess I might disable it again. I just get bored with My SG when the Hopefuls group is all silent.

Although lately, Hopethulhu has been unleashed. Don't know who he is?? Well, he's the successor of Hopezilla. That's right. I think every year should have its own Hope Monster. Want to meet him?



By the way, I created him, but he now belongs to Salome.

Any clue as to what the Cloverfield Monster is? Seriously, it's tormenting me. When I'm stressed, I become obsessed with the fucking stupidest stuff. And right now I want to find out what this monster is. I hear a lot of talk, some folks say Cthulhu, others say Godzilla. Giant bugs from outer space. There was this drawing some sites claimed was the real thing and let me tell you, a giant whale on legs and with several arms/fins is NOT scary. It's fucking ridiculous. I hope that's not it.

I know it'll probably be something incredibly stupid. In fact I'm going with Godzilla too. But if they pull a Blair Witch Project and don't show the monster, I'll throw a fit.