You know that nothing anyone says is comforting, you know all the arguments, all the ways of trying to make it better than it is. All those arguments of people worse off than you.
It comes down to the fact, you miss your mum, and you want her back, but nobody can give you that. keep to those memories and go and visit your nana as soon as you can. She is your link, and any extra learning you want to do can come from her.
Your friend loosing his brother is no better.
All I know mate is that everyone will loose someone on the way. No class structure, nothing can change that. And I know that all those people that are gone, would want us to live a happy life. So we try. We try every day, and when anniversary days come round, nothing has changed, we are just feel like we are allowed to grieve more around that time, so we do.
If you can`t eat mate, come visit me, I`ll fatten you up and send you off with a bag of shopping.
I'm feeling really emo, probably because I am tired. Lots of things really. Not going to divulge more than that.
Brookie I need to cuddle up with you and tell you what's on my mind. I wish you weren't so far away. I miss you more than I can express. I love... Read More
Oh man, insomnia can really suck. Sorry. I had this crazy series of dreams Friday night during which, about every ten to fifteen mins, I would wake up gasping for air. Never did get any good sleep that night. Hope you got some rest!
Ahoy! Hope u didn't get too wasted again in the tail end of saturday nite. Despite my drinking those girly Smirnoff ices I actually felt a little tipsy by the time I got home. Hurrah for alcopops!
I'm in shock. Life once again has been put into perspective.
I just found out one of my friends from back home has a tumour on his heart. He has to have open heart surgery to remove it. He's just won the battle against testicular cancer and now this . He's only a year older than me. Wow.
He's so upbeat and positive. They're hoping... Read More
*whispers*
i think
i am
going to
skip
my
birthday this
year
i want to be 30 forever
i want the grey hairs to stop
most of all i want to make use of the prime years of my life
i think i'll go back to bed and try again...
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let me explain now it's afternoon, though i'm not sure i can!
I've been... Read More
. He's only a year older than me. Wow.
she is v proud of you
Longer journal than I am used to seeing from you.
Thanks for sharing.
You know that nothing anyone says is comforting, you know all the arguments, all the ways of trying to make it better than it is. All those arguments of people worse off than you.
It comes down to the fact, you miss your mum, and you want her back, but nobody can give you that. keep to those memories and go and visit your nana as soon as you can. She is your link, and any extra learning you want to do can come from her.
Your friend loosing his brother is no better.
All I know mate is that everyone will loose someone on the way. No class structure, nothing can change that. And I know that all those people that are gone, would want us to live a happy life. So we try. We try every day, and when anniversary days come round, nothing has changed, we are just feel like we are allowed to grieve more around that time, so we do.
If you can`t eat mate, come visit me, I`ll fatten you up and send you off with a bag of shopping.
I mean it.
Whitechapel is the nearest tube.
*big hugs*