I'm having an ultrasound on Friday...I'll see if it's a boy or girl
Gall stone that is
In a weird way I hope they DO find something, then maybe my health will return to a bit of normality. Maybe I should eat crap only to bugger the shit out of it til then
In other news, class was good today. I'm so retardedly geeky. *giggles*... Read More
So much for taking time off, I got bored so here I am. I've got absolutely whack sleeping hours at the moment, but surprisingly it's not bothering me at all. I'm tapering quickly off my medication at the moment which is probably why I am so awake So far so good, the side effects haven't been too bad, being the freak I am I kinda... Read More
I don't know her, really, I just know her, y'know?
The point is, right now, because of her circumstances, because of her experiences of life, right now, she's finding things perhaps somewhat difficult. And me being me, and what I've been through, especially this past year, I relate to that, as glib as... Read More
To those who showed their compassion and warmth I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
This time of the year is always hard for me.
The time between my birthday and May 16th. I find myself reliving those days four years ago. It may be harder because I am so far away or it may be because I am dealing with things now.... Read More
dont get me wrong the clinic is good... but blergh.. its not like home.. i'm miss my super faggy doctor who says whacky things like 'wyheres mister cervix? ooh POP there he is'! when giving me pap smears hahahahaha
You know that nothing anyone says is comforting, you know all the arguments, all the ways of trying to make it better than it is. All those arguments of people worse off than you.
It comes down to the fact, you miss your mum, and you want her back, but nobody can give you that. keep to those memories and go and visit your nana as soon as you can. She is your link, and any extra learning you want to do can come from her.
Your friend loosing his brother is no better.
All I know mate is that everyone will loose someone on the way. No class structure, nothing can change that. And I know that all those people that are gone, would want us to live a happy life. So we try. We try every day, and when anniversary days come round, nothing has changed, we are just feel like we are allowed to grieve more around that time, so we do.
If you can`t eat mate, come visit me, I`ll fatten you up and send you off with a bag of shopping.
I'm feeling really emo, probably because I am tired. Lots of things really. Not going to divulge more than that.
Brookie I need to cuddle up with you and tell you what's on my mind. I wish you weren't so far away. I miss you more than I can express. I love... Read More
Oh man, insomnia can really suck. Sorry. I had this crazy series of dreams Friday night during which, about every ten to fifteen mins, I would wake up gasping for air. Never did get any good sleep that night. Hope you got some rest!
I'm thinking of cancelling the holiday for her, force her to see a doc sooner!
I had this crazy series of dreams Friday night during which, about every ten to fifteen mins, I would wake up gasping for air. Never did get any good sleep that night. Hope you got some rest!
As for the ink...I'm pretty broke at the moment to, but a guys needs ink every once in a while you know.
good luck with you ultra thingy...