I'm self medicated to the eyeballs. Not in a bad way. I don't want to do anything because I am destructive. Everyone I talk to I am angry with. I don't want sympathy, I want to be allowed to feel this way. I want to rant, I'm not being emo.
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jackie:
dolby:
aw and i would so let you lay in my lap and let those tears fall.....id be honoured. love you loads!
Last night I got the shock of my life. My story writing abilities appeared out of no where. I haven't been able to write in over four years. Last night it all came thundering back into my head. Not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing LOL. It's just musings so far, but heck, I'm astounded.
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rosscoe:
There will always be things we miss.
I miss alot of things that havent even gone away yet.
I miss alot of things that havent even gone away yet.
dolby:
wow. your brilliant! Im glad its all come back, definitely a positive thing. Made me feel so nice inside to read all of that...ahhh *sigh*.
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sixtyfootqueenie:
errr yeah.. I found out about the wog thing the hardway... I got reamed by a human rights lawyer for using that word.... hahahahaha
er YAY dgen.... surely someone can help you figure it oote?
er YAY dgen.... surely someone can help you figure it oote?
foralways:
I'll fight you for the title of queen procrastinator! 
I hope you're okay lady, i'll be seeing you in a few weeks, yay! xxx
I hope you're okay lady, i'll be seeing you in a few weeks, yay! xxx
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lowlife:
oh fuck, not you again/!
lowlife:
nerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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omega668:
thats awesome !
i sure do wish it was sunny when i was waiting in line.. instead of freezing and raining.
i sure do wish it was sunny when i was waiting in line.. instead of freezing and raining.
silveronthetree:
Me too 
I'm so bored I want drug enhancement 
Annoyed because I got an email saying I wasn't whatever can't remember, basically good enough for the job I applied for. What the flying fuck? I could have done it with my eyes closed and my mouth gagged. I hate fucking standard replies, where is the honesty in this world.
Give me drugs now dammit.
It was sunny...
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Annoyed because I got an email saying I wasn't whatever can't remember, basically good enough for the job I applied for. What the flying fuck? I could have done it with my eyes closed and my mouth gagged. I hate fucking standard replies, where is the honesty in this world.
Give me drugs now dammit.
It was sunny...
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lovelysitwell:
what train stations are near you?if you get bored one day in the week im normaaly not doing much if you fancy doing something?
mat8drb:
Aim higher! Aim for the STARS!
LOOONG DAY TODAY
Class all day, some good, some emotional, essays back all good.
To the bar after work for a celebratory drink of essay passings.
Home for chinese with skool friends.
Into my room at midnight. Phwoar.
I'm knackered but I need to wind down a bit.
Class all day, some good, some emotional, essays back all good.
To the bar after work for a celebratory drink of essay passings.
Home for chinese with skool friends.
Into my room at midnight. Phwoar.
I'm knackered but I need to wind down a bit.
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barny:
i kinda worry im learning too fast.. or everythings happening so fast i cant do things right or even get a chance to learn from them.
i block so much out nowadays... im just waiting for summer, if i dont have a job and am forced to get on with things... i duno what state im guna be in..
thank you for caring
i block so much out nowadays... im just waiting for summer, if i dont have a job and am forced to get on with things... i duno what state im guna be in..
thank you for caring
complicity:
Why had i not thought of that line!!
<Runs back to amend glaring gap in book of witty ripostes>
<Runs back to amend glaring gap in book of witty ripostes>
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yeoman:
thanks for the birthday wishes!
mat8drb:
Reading until 6am? 
I think they put something in Sprite. I had a friend who couldn't stop drinking it.
I think they put something in Sprite. I had a friend who couldn't stop drinking it.
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lowlife:
It's horrifying to think that someone could go through so much, then have to go through even more.
Is sad isnt it, speaking of which, hope Milkos ok..... I rang the Hospital today and they are cunts and I"'m close to gunning them all down for their inability to operate their fucking brains.
Will tell you whole story later......
lowlife:
Oh, I don't know anything, that's just the half of it..... Will call his family tomorrow, feel awkward ringing them today. They have enough hassles...
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mat8drb:
7 years is some crush. 
You sound somewhat happier. Also, that looks like a nice house. Isn't there local cats you can steal"adopt" by giving them food?
I'm craving cheese on toast.
You sound somewhat happier. Also, that looks like a nice house. Isn't there local cats you can steal"adopt" by giving them food?
I'm craving cheese on toast.
stenno:
I need a new profile pic! All the ones I have are old 
But yeah, that one was taken last summer down on Hastings beach I miss the seaside!
But yeah, that one was taken last summer down on Hastings beach I miss the seaside! I'M PISSED OFF!
I don't have gall stones. The radiologist said to ask my doctor for more tests. Oh yeah, great. What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm gonna be stuck on this merry go round for ever and ever. That and the fact that the 'results' will take a week and a half to go back to my doctor. Is there no technology...
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I don't have gall stones. The radiologist said to ask my doctor for more tests. Oh yeah, great. What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm gonna be stuck on this merry go round for ever and ever. That and the fact that the 'results' will take a week and a half to go back to my doctor. Is there no technology...
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y:
Thank you ma'am
Doctors say this, that and the other. Know what I say? I say that big talk's worth doodly-squat. Josey Wales.
Doctors say this, that and the other. Know what I say? I say that big talk's worth doodly-squat. Josey Wales.
foralways:
Your cartoon cat sounds good.
I'm worried i'll get bored of drinking, i really don't think i'll be very good company on this night out if i don't drink though. eep.
Have a good night whatever you do hun xx
I'm worried i'll get bored of drinking, i really don't think i'll be very good company on this night out if i don't drink though. eep.
Have a good night whatever you do hun xx
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traumatron:
fuckin' ell, i nearly deletd you from SGUK then. I was going through the member list and thinking: 'who the fuck is that?'
*phew!*
*phew!*
dolby:
aw i like cheshkat or fenoodle or fenzy or beautiful girl.....your all of them and your wonderful and you are a sexy muddafarker.
i wish we were swimming and frollicking in the water like dolphins together and then sunbaking on the sand in that picture....its the only things missing im afraid
i wish we were swimming and frollicking in the water like dolphins together and then sunbaking on the sand in that picture....its the only things missing im afraid