fdnymedic

ok the babies need to grow up abit. im gettin tired of the way some people act and they way they handle things... live and let live...let people be happy..the sad thing is misery loves company...hey..try being happy for those that are happy.
have a great week!!!

i havent been around cuz my keyboard is broken hopefully ill geta new one soon...hope everyone had a great holiday.

ever get the feelin youve been cheated?

time moves so slow lately

the warmth of red blood (formally shai hulud) is looking for a new singer...maybe i should try out....hmmmm...its a shame that chad gilbert had to get all emo wuss and play guitar for new found glory ...how can you go from singing in a great band to playing guitar in a shit band? its all about the money i guess. that seems to be what...
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i will hold you and never let you go...protect you from the sadness ...the scary images that may haunt you....away from those that judge or critisize....there are those that wont let you be happy....find happiness in others misery...why? i quit asking that question...insted focus on what makes me happy...that one thing that makes me happy...i look at the tattoo and am reminded of that day...
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i have had a very hard few weeks....and tho its not over i feel pretty good about where its going....i have had help that i dont know if i ever can repay or begin to show my graditude...i love you....

you mean more to me than you will ever know and if i could i would let the world know....

:zombie:


i think ill listen...
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iknow what i want i just dont know how to get it.


who am i kidding? there is only one thing that i can really count on....reasons? who needs reasons?

...and now we begin.

you know who you are each and every one of you...i love you. and you know who you are each and every one of you, fuck off!

i cant sleep
i just want to get well again.
i always knew i would kick someday i just never thought that day would come.