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fdnymedic

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Friday Apr 01, 2005

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first i want to appologize for not being around for a long time...my life has been...well lets just say its not how i was hopeing it would be ...alot has happened in a short time and well last night i guess i snapped and did something really stupid....fortunatley the outcome was a failure as well as everything else in my life at the moment... i am sorry for what i did and hope the ones i love can find it in their heart to forgive me....
other than that things are going ok.... its late...im tired ..and i have to work tomorrow hope eveyone has a great fuckin weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


btw...
one thing that i did learn from last night was that what happens to you in your life happens...if somthing is ment to be its gonna happen and if somethings not ment to be its not gonna happen no matter what you do...i dont know if that is a good thing or a bad thing....well i guess its a good thing as far as last night goes.
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lilbrokendolly:
I've seen you on that group as well as noticed that we live in the same borough!

You know dude, shit happens. And then it gets better. So quit kicking yourself in the ass...whatever it is, it'll eventually work out.

(Yes, this is the philosophy that keeps me from blowing my own skull to pieces daily.)

Nice to meet ya! smile
Apr 3, 2005
xtx:
It isn't a good thing or a bad thing- it just is. I agree with you 100%... all events are inevitable. No matter how many times I repeat the same mistakes, I take something away from the experience every time- even if only a more informed vantage point when confronted with similar circumstances.
Apr 4, 2005

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