faye

hi.....

ok first off thanks to everyone to regularily comments on my journal and tries to guide me through life the best they can...and thank you to just the random people who comment it's always interesting to say the least....

i really don't understand your perspective on the last one though....i know by some of the stuff you said that in some cases you do understand....but for all of you who wrote stuff like "you're too good to settle?"....that would only be true if everyone in life was too good to settle...and just to make my point.....NO ONE TALKS TO ME! *LoL

i have no idea why but even some of my guy friends have this assumption that I get in on 24/7....??where does that thought even come from??? because it's completely not true. no one ever talks to me or asks me out.....i'm from a small ass hick town and it's kinda bad to say but most of the people who live there i don't even care to know....i know people , well i know everyone in some way i'm sure and i choose my friends very carefully.....none of my real friends actually live there they're all at school somewhere far far away

the people you get butterflies with only come along once in a blue moon.....i've messed that up before and i still hurt over it.....but even now when i have someone with butterflies, i gave it my all, i opened up, i trusted and i gave it the best chance that i could.........and it still got me no where....

I have this problem of falling into the friend category