faye

I talked to my Mr.James....(first love, past best friend, savior) he's awesome, I was having such a horrible day and he kinda made me better. He always makes me smile. It's so weird cause I had a dream about him when I had a nap today.

I went to see him in Sask and we had lunch, we had this crazy ass big long talk about everything because we hardly get to talk now that he's married then he looked at me and told me I was beautiful. I started to cry and tried to walk away from him but he didn't let me. He gave me a hugg and told me that everything was going to be alright. Then he brought me back to the place I was staying and I kissed him and he kissed me back and...yeah.....it was nice. I woke up and I cried....

some people you never forget and you never stop loving for a second because they mean the world to you weather you talk everyday or you talk a couple times a year...he'll always have a piece of my heart even though we're not like that at all anymore...he's still super important to me