faye

I am

constantly re-evaluating
never satisfied
always looking for something more

I don't give things enough of a chance sometimes. Especially things that don't feel secure from the start.

I hate that in Montreal I can't just go out and get whatever job I want. Whether it be part time retail or...whatever. And I hate winters here. I think I'm going to ride out my lease and if I can get enough money together sell everything and just go.

At that point I'll know for sure about this gallery thing - if it's good/bad or whatever. That's the only thing I'm here for anymore.

I'm restless today and my heart is lonely.