I feel so fucking torn between everything and everyone lately.
Honestly all I fucking want is some god damn time alone.
Which I was suppose to get in a month but looks like that wont be happening. I could go away for a month, visit my friends all around southern Ontario but it's my best friends last month here and I want to be able to spent time with her.
I feel like pulling my hair out. And nothing I do is right....ever....I was trying to explore other options to solve the situation but then I got yelled at for not taking everyone into consideration. WTF.....What about ME? What about what I want?
I want to quit life that's what I want.
And I want my hair to look like this again - F salons for costing so much. I feel so boring with brown hair. Not that I like to stand out anyways....most of the time you can find me in jeans and a tank top, or something black. But I loved my little strawberry blonde self.
Honestly all I fucking want is some god damn time alone.
Which I was suppose to get in a month but looks like that wont be happening. I could go away for a month, visit my friends all around southern Ontario but it's my best friends last month here and I want to be able to spent time with her.
I feel like pulling my hair out. And nothing I do is right....ever....I was trying to explore other options to solve the situation but then I got yelled at for not taking everyone into consideration. WTF.....What about ME? What about what I want?
I want to quit life that's what I want.
And I want my hair to look like this again - F salons for costing so much. I feel so boring with brown hair. Not that I like to stand out anyways....most of the time you can find me in jeans and a tank top, or something black. But I loved my little strawberry blonde self.
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man have fun and fukit all do what makes you happy!
and yes you are still gorgeous!