faye

Back to crying.
I know you really just don't understand me, even though you think you do since you read a book. Read five more and we'll see where you're at.
I cannot snap my fingers and change for you.
I feel like I've explained myself a hundred times over the last year and a half and you still refuse to listen or refuse to understand.

THIS WILL NEVER CHANGE ABOUT ME.

I am willing to work with you as much as I can but you need to realize I can't change something and live within me.
Maybe you're right.....maybe I'm the monster and I cause everything.
Sometimes I think you should just walk away from me.
Even though it would hurt me so much to lose you.
You just show me time and time again that you don't accept or understand me. I doubt you ever will.
So what does that leave?
You have other girls lined up if you wanted them.

I can't go on like this....


(crying)