jesus...this sucks. I want to travel right now, but I'm a little out of luck right now as all of my funds are wrapped up between my summer vacation with the kids and my son Josh's birthday. I wanted to escape so bad that I started to look up the points on some of the hotel rewards cards that I have...maybe if I were able to combine all of the points that I have on all three of them I could have a free night somewhere...but alas the world doesn't work that way does it? Maybe I'll just have to wait and save and treat myself for my birthday in Sept...but the question then is where?
Blah...I guess I'll just have to see what happens. Maybe if all of my stocks that I have in my portfolio were acting like the one energy company that I have in there, I'd be set...able to double my money in there only a few months...I like that.
In other worlds of my head, I'm stuck on a very odd twist of music. Recently I bought the two disc beautiful opera Carmen which is quickly becoming one of my favorite albums ever bought. So here I am stuck between switching between that and my Pandora station that has everything from Neil Young to the Beach Boys to Hall and Oats, The Cowsills, and CCR...yeah...not too big of a mix, but big enough to show. Maybe this is just another sign showing that I am still now sure who or what I am supposed to be still growing up or finding out who I am...My tastes are so wide ranged that I don't know if I could even pinpoint who I am. I used to be able to do that without a problem. I used to be that little kid with the metallic blue Mohawk that listened to Anti-Flag, Ten Foot Pole, Social D, Agnostic Front, Face to Face, H2O, Pennywise, and so on. However now, that is a part of me that i still hang onto as much as I can, but the music is no longer there.
It is a little odd that I am bringing this up here, as I see people with beautiful tattoos and Mohawks and dyed hair and I see myself like that 10 years ago (god that makes me feel so fucking old...but I'm not old) and the lines from an old Automatic 7 song pops into my head that states basically "do you remember me/the kid in the back of the room/it wasn't that long ago when I was just like you". I don't know. But please don't get me wrong...I love everything about my past, wouldn't change it for a second, and sometimes still wish that was me.
Should I just shut the fuck up now? Yeah, I think that is for the best.
Laterz.
Fast.
Blah...I guess I'll just have to see what happens. Maybe if all of my stocks that I have in my portfolio were acting like the one energy company that I have in there, I'd be set...able to double my money in there only a few months...I like that.
In other worlds of my head, I'm stuck on a very odd twist of music. Recently I bought the two disc beautiful opera Carmen which is quickly becoming one of my favorite albums ever bought. So here I am stuck between switching between that and my Pandora station that has everything from Neil Young to the Beach Boys to Hall and Oats, The Cowsills, and CCR...yeah...not too big of a mix, but big enough to show. Maybe this is just another sign showing that I am still now sure who or what I am supposed to be still growing up or finding out who I am...My tastes are so wide ranged that I don't know if I could even pinpoint who I am. I used to be able to do that without a problem. I used to be that little kid with the metallic blue Mohawk that listened to Anti-Flag, Ten Foot Pole, Social D, Agnostic Front, Face to Face, H2O, Pennywise, and so on. However now, that is a part of me that i still hang onto as much as I can, but the music is no longer there.
It is a little odd that I am bringing this up here, as I see people with beautiful tattoos and Mohawks and dyed hair and I see myself like that 10 years ago (god that makes me feel so fucking old...but I'm not old) and the lines from an old Automatic 7 song pops into my head that states basically "do you remember me/the kid in the back of the room/it wasn't that long ago when I was just like you". I don't know. But please don't get me wrong...I love everything about my past, wouldn't change it for a second, and sometimes still wish that was me.
Should I just shut the fuck up now? Yeah, I think that is for the best.
Laterz.
Fast.
hemi:
Hope you get your vaca soon. PS. Your not OLD. If your old...then that makes me a grandma. 