My brother and his wife just returned from Iraq where they were visiting my family. I would love to go; it was strange hearing the stories people have been telling regarding me, all spawned by my father, and all stretches of truth. I have been feeling as if nothing will ever...I have to go...I am being touched and licked heavily right now...
lily:
you feel as if nothing will ever................????
fascistprincess:
I feel as if nothing changes enough for me to think that I should decide that I should think differently about things that shake my skull and twirl fear around my blood-strings zig-zagging/criss-crossing/spiraling up and down my limbs heavy with the disease of tired. I do not like to feel bad, it bothers my every day, but it is often and still may have tinges of beauty.