fanglorious

Bitterness out of the way first. And I'll try my damndest not to mention this ever again and hopefully move on. The condensed version: Major crush for 4 years. Never leads to anything. A good while ago, approached by her and we discuss her current bf and how she wants to break up. Decide to ask her for a date if they break up. Agrees. Next time I see her, is going out with a good friend of mine. Few months later, said friend calls me and says he popped the big question. She said yes.

Turns out the wedding is sooner than planned-next month. After getting asked whether I'd go or not repeatedly due to a time constraint, I finally say no. Maybe that makes me a bad person; maybe it doesn't. But she isn't mad. And I plan on getting them a present anyway. And I really do wish them the best.

Phew. Time to move on. Time to put it in the past.

In other news, got a few new CD's to add to my gradually growing collection. LCD Soundsystem, OK GO...I swear I'm becoming more emo by the minute. I actually LIKE that Fallout Boy song *shakes head.* I really need a damn haircut...and maybe try hairdye for the first time. Color recommendations?

While I'm getting stuff off my back, there is one more thing I need to say. Not proud of it, but gotta fess up before anyone gets suspicious...