fandango63

a bullet list of random stuff...

-i've been wearing shorts for the last few days. i haven't worn shorts this much in row in years, save for sporting activities. hacked off slim fit jeans make way better shorts for me than the parachute shorts they try to sell dudes. i'm slim and by god, i want to show it off until i can't anymore.

-the...
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i was going to post a to do list here, but it's really scary to look at in print. let me just say that a certain subset of the girls on this site give me hope to hang around and actually try to finish my scary to do list.

it's kind of scary when you know that you're running out of second chances.

time to...
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i was going to post a to do list here, but it's really scary to look at in print. let me just say that a certain subset of the girls on this site give me hope to hang around and actually try to finish my scary to do list.

it's kind of scary when you know that you're running out of second chances.

time to...
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in all honesty, i haven't felt very positive about myself on a regular basis since the first half of 2005. after a lot of everything, i'm finally pulling my self and my life back together. it's nowhere near what i'd thought it would ever be and it's not exactly what would be the most envied of lives, but i can take solace in the fact...
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baseball
bicycles
beer


the three b's of summertime.

doing the right thing isn't always the thing that gives you any measurable gain, but if you do it, you can hold your head up all the time.

i saved my pennies and bought a mitch hedberg dvd and a nashville pussy cd recently and they are helping hang on.

i kinda have some decent work going right now. i'm at it before dawn and stopping when i can't see anymore. it's rough sledding, but you have to make hay when the sun shines. i had to turn off my phone tonight because i didn't want to have to deal with anyone.

i really need to drag a razor across my face, i haven't shaved...
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in the back of my mind, there's always this thought:nikki sixx beat the reaper twice.

i'm paying the price now for not sowing seeds of oppurtunity in the past. it sucks. i know that i'm casting out lots of seeds now, though, so hopefully some of them take hold.

i need someone female in my life again, if for nothing else to keep me from acting like a total uncouth buffoon all the time.

everyday that i pull my head farther out of my ass, people around me get saltier and saltier towards me. fucked up, isn't it?

no matter what a dude actually says, every now and then he cries. every guy has a secret spot or a secret shoulder to cry on or both. right now, i really could use one or the other but because of some weird twist of fate, one is all overrun and the other is unreachable at the moment. it sucks, i'm not going to lie....
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FUCK!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'd like to thank the miller brewing company for helping me through the past few weeks, when no one else would.

april showers bring may flowers? i sure hope so, because i am getting showered upon lately.

hopefully, a more sunny blog after things shake all the way out.