falsehopeproject

i have a buzz going on from the caffeine and cigarettes i consumed during the past couple of hours at annas.

it was a nice night again... i spent it alone... just as i have every other night this week.

today when i was walking home.. i looked up and saw a bunch of "santa clauses" floating through the sky.. They were glistening in the...
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Note: Bob Seger- Still the Same is a rocking song... i dont care that its about gambling... i just like the melody...

i miss hil...

i get so sick of being in thies house.. so i get on the bus and ride with no destination in mind...

yesterday i ended up spending a few hours at anna bananas.. then i started to walk to the bus stop... i made a last minute decision to feed my hunger at Swagat.. ive never been there.. so i went and...
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i drank waaaaaaaay too much. why would i mix vodka into root beer with 151? im fucking nuts.


i think i remember vomiting.

one good thing, though... i drunkingly called a bunch of people i havent taled to in 3 years..

i didnt get to talk to any of them.. but i made contact with people who could tell them i called..

i dont think...
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So i'm looking for a part time job... i aopplied at two places... one is the Alameda Cafe on fremont and one is Carafe.. its going to open in the beginning of august and one of the best chefs in Portland is opening it. Pascal Sauton. I had the luxuory to meet him a couple of times at whole foods... one was when he taught...
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im having an anxiety attack right now.

this sucks

DONT FORGET THE PARTY THIS SATURDAY!

we're going to have a butt load of jungle juice and a watermelon plugged with peach vodka... but you should still byob/l!!!

email me for info xmeatsmokex@hotmail.com

other than that.... my life is boring.
nothing happens. ever.

but wait!!!!!!! oh yeah... so there was this crew i hung out with in pittsburgh... vince, mike, derek, joe, and i.. mostly.....
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not much going on.

the other day i got to tour the Widmer brewery... and the i got to drink all the beer i wanted and eat all the appetizers i wanted... for free!

i think i had 6 pints of heffeweisen (gooood shit) and half glasses of about 6 beers we tasted.

i was drunk.

thanks whole foods!

tonight is BP's party.. its going...
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excuse the spelling errors

there hasnt been much going on.. surprise surprise.

i wrecked on my bike the other day.. it wasnt bad but i got scraped the fuck up. heres the story:

I was riding up the Lovejoy Ramp.. you know where it connects to the Broadway Bridge? And you know those joints on bridges that let the concerete expand and contract? Well... i've never really thought about...
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