fallfromgrace

I talked to the Orange Julius girl Saturday. she remembered me, and she introduced herself/asked my name. I didn't get her number because it was busy, the shop had just run out of smoothie powder, and her cash register broke down, but I did find out that she's just working for the summer, then it's back off to college. she seemed receptive though, which gives me a slight bit of the merest speck of the tiniest shard of the most miniscule and microcosmic twinge of hope. If I see her again I'll talk to her more. I don't know if she's going to college at WWU or if she's going south for school, but I'm definitely curious.

I didn't take the OT this weekend, I'm so tired of work I needed to rest. I'm going to bite the bullet this month and fix up my car to find a better job. hopefully, I can get something else, then put my 2 weeks in. I have no clue how that would work out, seeing as I need to sleep sometime, but I'm really against just up and quitting. the crew I'm with is a good group of guys; they deserve some advance warning.

About the .... I am really sick of my life. sleeping during the day, working overly hard at a job I'm being underpaid for, and being terribly alone. when I vowed to pick myself up by my bootstraps, this wasn't how I envisioned it. so, yeah, the big problem is the job. it's simply got to go.

Tomorrow, I'll call the tire shop, get my car towed, fixed, my insurance set up again, and be road ready by sundown. then tuesday is looking for new jobs.

EDITED TO ADD:

What program do people use to make sure their pics fit the 100k size requirement!??! I have 10 pics of Durer woodcuts I'm wanting opinions on for a sleeve, and I can't load them up. I spent a whole 3 hours at download.com looking up programs to resize and scale them down, and found absolutely nothing. seriously, I tried like 7 programs.