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fallfromgrace

Westland, MI.

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Saturday Jul 10, 2004

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Well,

I'm listening to emo in the dark. How noir.

It's dark because there is no power in the store. I'm sweeping in the dark, mopping in the dark. I'd be asleep without my music.

So, is it better to have a lonely heart or a broken one?

I really hope I'm not alone forever. It's a worry I have. I mean, I'm intensely grateful I don't have a wife and kids right now. I have no clue what I want to do for work, and I'd hate to have to deal with a family.
Still, I really want someone to love and be loved by someone. I fear that when I do get my debt gone, my car running, and my school going, and keep coming up empty. I mean, I am just afraid I'll exhaust the pool of available hotties. I know I should be optimistic... I just doubt my actual ability to land a cast is all.

Anyhow, back to sweeping in the dark.
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hylian42:
In the short term, much better lonely than broken. If I'm lonely I can still enjoy myself; if my heart is broken, though, I'm plain outta luck 'till I pull myself back together.

In the long term, I'd much rather have my heart broken a couple times than have to stay lonely all the time. Of course I'd rather have neither if I can avoid it, but that wasn't the question. smile
Jul 10, 2004
freakchef:
Dude Get happy you love Jesus and He loves you!

I passed that test of your but I did crack a smile smile
Jul 14, 2004

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