8/26
I'm not loving the working all the time. At least this weekend will be easier, I will be able to sleep until 10 pm instead of sleeping until 3 pm (I have a D&D game every other sat).
18 more days....
What's your favorite color?
What's the most exotic place you've been?
Which suicidegirl would most like to have lunch with?
Favorite fast food?...
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I'm not loving the working all the time. At least this weekend will be easier, I will be able to sleep until 10 pm instead of sleeping until 3 pm (I have a D&D game every other sat).
18 more days....
What's your favorite color?
What's the most exotic place you've been?
Which suicidegirl would most like to have lunch with?
Favorite fast food?...
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7/26
I use a Sidekick phone, it allows me to be connected 24/7 to the intraweb, and there's a new hardware revision coming out. I can get $100 off and get it early if I sign up for another year of service. The phone's damn useful, and I do need a cell. Might take them up on the deal
All I have to do is...
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I use a Sidekick phone, it allows me to be connected 24/7 to the intraweb, and there's a new hardware revision coming out. I can get $100 off and get it early if I sign up for another year of service. The phone's damn useful, and I do need a cell. Might take them up on the deal
All I have to do is...
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sweetbuns:
It didn't hurt much.
I give up trying to solve that thing.
Quick learner, I'm gonna have to teach you some spanish.
I give up trying to solve that thing.
Quick learner, I'm gonna have to teach you some spanish.
holden_caulfield:
Maybe you should work for T-Mobile instead. That way, you can get an even bigger discount and a better job to boot. 
What's your worst injury?
Torn ACL in right knee
Which cartoon character do you most relate to?
This is a difficult one. My all time favorite probably is the old Superfriends cartoon. Perhaps Dilbert?
Screws or nails?
I could use a good screw right about now. But seriously, folks, I always use screws for computers, so there.
Goriest thing you've ever seen?
Natural Born Killers
Anal: yes or no?
Yes, if you're lucky enough to have a girlfriend who will participate.
What's your worst injury?
Torn ACL in right knee
Which cartoon character do you most relate to?
This is a difficult one. My all time favorite probably is the old Superfriends cartoon. Perhaps Dilbert?
Screws or nails?
I could use a good screw right about now. But seriously, folks, I always use screws for computers, so there.
Goriest thing you've ever seen?
Natural Born Killers
Anal: yes or no?
Yes, if you're lucky enough to have a girlfriend who will participate.
6/26
Sundays are especially hard on me. I work from 11 pm on saturday to 8 am on sunday, and then have to work at my other job at 11 am. I got off that at 6 pm, took a small nap, and now must work for 8 more hours. I could have taken the night off, but that costs me the chance of earning...
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Sundays are especially hard on me. I work from 11 pm on saturday to 8 am on sunday, and then have to work at my other job at 11 am. I got off that at 6 pm, took a small nap, and now must work for 8 more hours. I could have taken the night off, but that costs me the chance of earning...
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freakchef:
How tall are you? 5' 10"
How old were you your first sexual experience?What do you mean? Sence I was molested you can say 12 but if you mean with a GF Ill say 28 but Im still a virgin
Where do you buy your clothes? Big and Tall
How often do you masturbate?ummmmm 2 times a week due to no time.
How old were you your first sexual experience?What do you mean? Sence I was molested you can say 12 but if you mean with a GF Ill say 28 but Im still a virgin
Where do you buy your clothes? Big and Tall
How often do you masturbate?ummmmm 2 times a week due to no time.
hylian42:
that's pretty impressive dude. I haven't even tried a 4x4 or 5x5 cube. (I didn't even know there WAS a 5x5 
)
)5/26
I'm very nihilistic in nature.
I feel better than I did yesterday. There's nothing wrong with poisoning yourself to get through a day.
I want to lose my cherry.
I'm very nihilistic in nature.
I feel better than I did yesterday. There's nothing wrong with poisoning yourself to get through a day.
I want to lose my cherry.
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cutienici:
HELLLOOOOOO! you need to be a bit happier sounding at least! anyway, come say hi to me soon- lemme know how you are doing!!
you need to be a bit happier sounding at least! anyway, come say hi to me soon- lemme know how you are doing!!
sweetbuns:
glad you're not 
anymore.
anymore.
4/26
I got drunk and this morning.
That's a first.
Maybe I'll do it again sometime.
Tell me a story, sing me a song.
I got drunk and
this morning.
That's a first.
Maybe I'll do it again sometime.
Tell me a story, sing me a song.
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sweetbuns:
I need to get drunk...
My fav. song...
Unhappy girl
Left all alone
Playing solitaire
Playing warden to your soul
You are locked in a prison
Of your own devise
And you can't believe
What it does to me
To see you
Crying
Unhappy girl
Tear your web away
Saw thru all your bars
Melt your cell today
You are caught in a prison
Of your own devise
Unhappy girl
Fly fast away
Don't miss your chance
To swim in mystery
You are dying in a prison
Of your own device
-Unhappy Girl by The Doors
My fav. song...
Unhappy girl
Left all alone
Playing solitaire
Playing warden to your soul
You are locked in a prison
Of your own devise
And you can't believe
What it does to me
To see you
Crying
Unhappy girl
Tear your web away
Saw thru all your bars
Melt your cell today
You are caught in a prison
Of your own devise
Unhappy girl
Fly fast away
Don't miss your chance
To swim in mystery
You are dying in a prison
Of your own device
-Unhappy Girl by The Doors
smashcritical:
Tis a gift to be simple. Tis a gift to be free.
Tis a gift to come down where we ought to be
And when we find ourselves in the place just right.
We'll be in the valley of love and delight.
When, true simplicity is gained.
To bend and to bow we shant be ashamed.
To turn, turn will be our delight.
Till by turning turning we turn round right.
Responded to your post brother, you have my prayers and my thoughts. Keep the strength, I have been sort of outta the loop recently.
Tis a gift to come down where we ought to be
And when we find ourselves in the place just right.
We'll be in the valley of love and delight.
When, true simplicity is gained.
To bend and to bow we shant be ashamed.
To turn, turn will be our delight.
Till by turning turning we turn round right.
Responded to your post brother, you have my prayers and my thoughts. Keep the strength, I have been sort of outta the loop recently.
3/26
Everyone will sing songs of lost mothers,
Every debt will be paid in the end.
The worst thing about working at the mall is seeing couples. Makes me long, that it does. But I'll be part of one someday.
failure, losses, you know that its my time again
Stretched out short days eat you from within
I must admit, I'm not that creative on...
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Everyone will sing songs of lost mothers,
Every debt will be paid in the end.
The worst thing about working at the mall is seeing couples. Makes me long, that it does. But I'll be part of one someday.
failure, losses, you know that its my time again
Stretched out short days eat you from within
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lauren:
I am an artist, but that is not my work. It was a present for my birthday this year from my very own Mr.Grey =) Glad you like it, she is even more beautiful in person!
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awryx:
hello thanks i feel a lot better
it is good i dont have to go see a doctor ..
thanks i feel a lot better
it is good i dont have to go see a doctor ..
2/26
Countdown to destruction, debt reduction.
26 days of straight work, donating plasma, eating ramen, and all of my debt will be gone, and maybe my sanity and health as well. I just want to get back into the game and meet da ladies.
I'm so awesome. Not many people can pull themselves out of dark pits like I do.
Now, if I can just...
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Countdown to destruction, debt reduction.
26 days of straight work, donating plasma, eating ramen, and all of my debt will be gone, and maybe my sanity and health as well. I just want to get back into the game and meet da ladies.
I'm so awesome. Not many people can pull themselves out of dark pits like I do.
Now, if I can just...
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sweetbuns:
I'm tired. I've been up since 5:30am. My son started school today, so it's been a long day. I need to sleep. Hopefully, I'll be out of here in about 40 minutes. Go home and sleep.
clover:
well sweetie I am in the Philly area, you have to come here
None of it means a damn thing.
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holden_caulfield:
You're welcome.
hylian42:
Surely SOME of it means a damn thing.
I'm back to 40 hours a week at the janitorial job, at least ntil I'm laid off. Did that so I can not take the transfer I've been offered, and just start training at the shoe place (which is what i want to do.)
if I work 40 hours a week, skimp on food (mmm ramen, hehe) and maybe go donate plasma, I can have...
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if I work 40 hours a week, skimp on food (mmm ramen, hehe) and maybe go donate plasma, I can have...
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sweetbuns:
Ramen is your best friend when you're broke.
Worst purchase.....We bought a crib set for our first child which cost way too much money. Of course, we didn't realized it until after we purchased it. I still have the crib, for my daughter now. But I still think we spent too much.
Worst purchase.....We bought a crib set for our first child which cost way too much money. Of course, we didn't realized it until after we purchased it. I still have the crib, for my daughter now. But I still think we spent too much.
holden_caulfield:
If you would like a free Gmail account (Google e-mail), be one of the first five of my friends to visit my journal and say so. I have five invites to spare.
So.
There's this wedding.
In Idaho.
That I can go to.
If I go, I miss 3 days of work, plus it will cost 80-100 bucks for gas, and I don't even know if my car will (or should) make it. Then there's the family to deal with.
Logistically, I'm going to lose $300 to go to this. I'm probably not going to attend.
I...
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There's this wedding.
In Idaho.
That I can go to.
If I go, I miss 3 days of work, plus it will cost 80-100 bucks for gas, and I don't even know if my car will (or should) make it. Then there's the family to deal with.
Logistically, I'm going to lose $300 to go to this. I'm probably not going to attend.
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hylian42:
It says you'd rather earn money and scrape up a living than go broke to see your friends for 1 day. I'm sure they'll understand. Sucks, though.
sweetbuns:
Well, it means you've grown up and responsible. There will be other times to see your friends.
looking forward to work... As much fun as sitting all week is, I'd like to be making money.
Not lookinf forward to graveyard work though. I hate Hate HATE IT. ah well, maybe only another 2 weeks of it left.
What I really hate is being too tired or busy on the weekends to get out and do stuff, err, get out and meet people,...
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Not lookinf forward to graveyard work though. I hate Hate HATE IT. ah well, maybe only another 2 weeks of it left.
What I really hate is being too tired or busy on the weekends to get out and do stuff, err, get out and meet people,...
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cutienici:
hello there... haven't talked in a bit- how is everything?
lauren:
It was and is still a 66 mustang. She sits out in the front of my house waiting for me to fix her up! I'll never ever sell her! *waves fists at people and their unacceptable offers*
Am I always upbeat? hmmm...No. haha. Bt if you are my friend then it may seem like it, cause if I didn't have a fun 'upbeat' time around someone... that= no friendship.
But most of the time when people see me they think I am mad or sad about something. Sometimes its due to the way my eyebrows look (high arched), and sometimes its just the shape of my eyes (they look sad sometimes). But most of the time (about 95%) I'm usually cranking the gears in my brain, so I guess it's the "Look of Concentraition/Thought" that people perceive as mad or unhappy. *shrugs*
The worst thing that has ever happened to me...that's a tough question!
There have been some pretty bad and upsetting instance that I can think of, but all have usually lead up to better things happening, so I don't know if it is safe to say they were truely 'the worst time(s)'.....
*sigh*
I don't think there has been anything that bad to really make note of or consider it to be the 'worst thing' that's happened to me. I would def. rank my car accident as an impactful experience, but not the worst =)
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Am I always upbeat? hmmm...No. haha. Bt if you are my friend then it may seem like it, cause if I didn't have a fun 'upbeat' time around someone... that= no friendship.
But most of the time when people see me they think I am mad or sad about something. Sometimes its due to the way my eyebrows look (high arched), and sometimes its just the shape of my eyes (they look sad sometimes). But most of the time (about 95%) I'm usually cranking the gears in my brain, so I guess it's the "Look of Concentraition/Thought" that people perceive as mad or unhappy. *shrugs*
The worst thing that has ever happened to me...that's a tough question!
There have been some pretty bad and upsetting instance that I can think of, but all have usually lead up to better things happening, so I don't know if it is safe to say they were truely 'the worst time(s)'.....
*sigh*
I don't think there has been anything that bad to really make note of or consider it to be the 'worst thing' that's happened to me. I would def. rank my car accident as an impactful experience, but not the worst =)
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I'm actually tired of typing.
I've recently aquired ownership of the "Christian" group on this site. my dear friend Oraaaaange is leaving (I'll miss ya bunches!) and she asked me to take over for her.
Nothing else is new.
What do you want your epitaph on your tombstone to say?
I've recently aquired ownership of the "Christian" group on this site. my dear friend Oraaaaange is leaving (I'll miss ya bunches!) and she asked me to take over for her.
Nothing else is new.
What do you want your epitaph on your tombstone to say?
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sweetbuns:
I don't wanna think about that, especially that I'm sick right now
clover:
Hillary L. Wallace
June 12, 1984-????????
Rock Out With Your Cock Out
Jam Out With Your Clam Out
I'm Chilling With Chuck Norris
HOLLA
June 12, 1984-????????
Rock Out With Your Cock Out
Jam Out With Your Clam Out
I'm Chilling With Chuck Norris
HOLLA
Unfortunatly QA is out of the loop on a number of things the least of which is knowing when the next wave of beta players will be let in. Some of my friend think that since I have a fob that gets me in the door I also have magic phone that lets me talk to the designers whenever I want. They think they have a way to tell the devs what they don't like about the game through me. I actually did a controlled blow up at one freind who told me "you have to get them to change this".
What's the most exotic place you've been? Toss up, Russo's (a store with exotic pets) or Flamingoes (a gentlemans club with exotic dancers).
Which suicidegirl would most like to have lunch with? Elara
Favorite fast food? In and Out
First porno you ever saw? Seven into Snowy a Snow White and the 7 Dwarves story that ended with a gangbang.