... and i start to wonder if maybe boys really are thinking about something besides sex.
i met up with an old friend tonight. seriously, just a friend. we had some light conversation about how neither of us had gotten any lately, and it was sad.
we happened to be going to see the same movie. he sat next to me and we shared popcorn. he was holding it between his knees and every time i went to grab some there's this part of my brain that went "hmmm..."
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after the movie, conversation as such:
me: hey, if you don't have any plans on saturday, you should come out to the bar with me.
him: hey, i was just thinking that... since you aren't getting any, and i'm not getting any, we could at least...
me: [thinking, the next word he's going to say is "screw." what will i say? he's just going to come out and say that we should fuck!]
him: ... not get any together.
me: riiiiiight, that's not what i expected you to say. [awkward pause] but anyway, i'll give you a call...
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am i the only one with sex constantly on the brain? am i the only one who has to take an emergency study break to go to the porn shop because i need relief?! am i a freak?!
i met up with an old friend tonight. seriously, just a friend. we had some light conversation about how neither of us had gotten any lately, and it was sad.
we happened to be going to see the same movie. he sat next to me and we shared popcorn. he was holding it between his knees and every time i went to grab some there's this part of my brain that went "hmmm..."
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after the movie, conversation as such:
me: hey, if you don't have any plans on saturday, you should come out to the bar with me.
him: hey, i was just thinking that... since you aren't getting any, and i'm not getting any, we could at least...
me: [thinking, the next word he's going to say is "screw." what will i say? he's just going to come out and say that we should fuck!]
him: ... not get any together.
me: riiiiiight, that's not what i expected you to say. [awkward pause] but anyway, i'll give you a call...
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am i the only one with sex constantly on the brain? am i the only one who has to take an emergency study break to go to the porn shop because i need relief?! am i a freak?!
uh--now, yes. you are completely aberrent and a deviant and you're just like all those other SG members--oh, erm, uh..wait. i'm a member!
girl, the sex urge is as strong as life itself. it's spirit coursing through us. and we all have it to different degrees. i don't think it's a male thing, or a female thing like people think. i think boys have their sexual peaks at different times than girls do. and various degrees of turn-on-and-off'ed ness.
so enjoy. paintings can be sensual. books can. sweet boys can. cute lil' girls can. it's all about choice and enjoyment! and being safe. and sane. and of course, consensual. and even wild if you want to.
and you dunno...maybe he was just trying to be polite and respectful and he is thinking the same thing but just wants you to know he respects you.
or maybe i'm just a bonkers aberrent SG member.
p.s. have fun.
p.p.s. no. really. enjoy however he makes you feel and all the yumminess. have fun.
[Edited on Jan 31, 2003]