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fallen1carus

Madison, WI

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Monday Dec 02, 2002

Dec 2, 2002
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well, things are still pretty horrible...

but i must acknowledge the helpful release from the burden of dishonesty. not that i was actually dishonest before, but i felt as though i was, because i was holding back from saying some significant things.

i had meaningful conversations with two exes, one of which was productive in that i'm seeing the girl again, the other of which didn't do a whole lot except make me and him feel bad, but was nonetheless good to get out.

when someone you love falls in love with someone else, it's almost like they've died... or maybe like you died, i'm not sure which.

reality bites.
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kentavos:
Beautiful new picture too by the way. ;-)
Dec 3, 2002
stewd:
I don't like Mozilla... not at all... too slow, i hate having to wait for the profile selector to load, not being able to use the default profile because "it is already in use", having my profiles disappear on me, having to make a new profile everytime I open a new session, and the interface stinks... I think I actually like Netscape... just wont use it's mail client (it boots me off AIM when I do.) Oh, yeah, when I run certain applications, Mozilla still tries to be the default browser, and it's not... bossy browser!

But thanks for the suggestion! Tee hee!

Cute profile pic, BTW!
Dec 4, 2002

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