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fallen1carus

Madison, WI

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Sunday Jun 29, 2003

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I am in a helicopter flying over desert mountains with a pilot. Im not very confident about his skills. We are escaping something and he is nervous. The plane is dangerously close to the mountain. And then we crash.

I get out of the plane and find another crashed craft in the valley between two mountains. Its not like any plane Ive ever seen beforeits huge. And it seems to be built into the mountain since the crash. The doorway, a large circle, is open. I walk inside.

I come into contact with the inhabitants in something like a bathroom. They seem to be human. Once of them is a tall this Asian woman and I am kissing her. She is naked and silent and cold. I am putting my hand on her chest and suddenly all of the inhabitants become very angry with me. And it seems they are not human after all. I am not on earth.

They take hold of me and walk me through a maze of corridors and lock me into a room. It must be a jail cell.

Over the next few weeks they monitor and study me and have nothing but contempt for me. Then, they move me to a cage in a lobby. They make me perform for visitors and in return they feed me smooth chunks of meat covered in white powder. I feel that I am less than human. I am ape-like, a de-evolution from these beings.

One day, after several months, I am performing and I reach out my hand for my reward afterward. For the first time I study this food Ive been given.

Bound with twine, covered in powder, Ive been eating human hearts. I feel sick.

As a reward for performing for so long, they move me into a room with other human captives. But they have formed their own exclusive group. They are racist and I am black and the shun me. They kick me out the door.

I am jolted to Earth. I am in a cornfield with my friends Lisa and Ashley. There is a very old cross-dressing farmer with spiky red hair in the backyard of a nearby farm. My friends are afraid of him. He is a local legend and there is something unsettling about him. I see his wife behind a fence and she gives me a cold stare. The man has made a scarecrow in the garden that looks like him. I move to the corner of the property and there is a little girl there. Shes about five, wearing a sundress, pretty and blond. She says to me Theyre afraid of my father. I think they dont like the way he dresses. WE walk for a bit and I say Thats okay. It makes him interesting.

She holds onto me like I am her only friend. She says As much as I would like to stay, now it is time for me to go. Shes a ghost. A girl who died long ago.

She disappears in my arms. Im surprised and I fall backward into the dirt.

I pick myself up. In the spot where I fell, a woman grows. Shes a tall, beautiful black woman wearing a long brown cotton dress. Her shoulders look like wings. Shes about to turn around and face me. Then I wake up.

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had a pretty good day. woke up and discovered the testimonials feature and found there were nice things said that i didn't even know were there. thanks guys.

friends visited at work so the day went by pretty quickly. they even helped me clean the store!

looks like we're gonna get a pretty good rate on some hotel rooms for sgohio and i'm gonna book those tomorrow.

when i got home i had (snail) mail... god knows how long it's been sitting there. i should check that more often. it was from my friend dan in seattle. he sent me a fansign! i never get snail mail so it was pretty cool.


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frankie18:
thats a pretty rad dream. i really do wish that i dreamt more often. it seems that i rarely do anymore. or at least i dont remember them. and those ones totally dont count
Jul 1, 2003
synnove:
GELATINOUS MAAAASSSS
Jul 2, 2003

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