Friday Nov 01, 2002

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a35mmlife:
...yeah but the collection of scar photos freaks me out a bit *shudder*
fallen1carus:
nooooo. scars rock. behind every scar there is a story. if only i could get a plate in my arm... damn. that would be tuff.

Thursday Oct 24, 2002

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sooo... i'm really stressed out because i have all these exams coming up that i'm not ready for. i hate school. the only thing i can motivate myself to do right now is sit at the computer screen and work on nudie photos in photoshop. too bad that's not a major.

i've been having disturbing dreams, as usual... the other night some girl shoved her...
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zona:
i really like your bruise/wound photos. are those of yourself? did you take them. i am interested in photography like that and just bruises in general. i am ultra un-prepared for a midterm this week as well so i know how you feel. good luck.
fallen1carus:
toreena- see the previous two entries. i was hit by a car.

zona- yes, i took the pictures. if you see my webpage, i have several pictures of peoples' scars too... pictures of wounds rock. except that my wounds are rather painful. my friend was drunk and punched me in the thigh last night, not realizing that there was my huge bruise. i whined and so he hit me on the other thigh instead, not realizing that that's where my other huge bruise was. oh good, poor me.

wink

Thursday Oct 17, 2002

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so... i needed a name change. after spooky's post i realized i better do it now. i'm gonna stick with this one, since i like it better and i use it all the time.

and... here's a compilation of my wounds, results of being hit by a car on tuesday. it hurt, but i'm okay. yay for bloody pictures, sympathy and codeine.

clockwise from top...
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freyja__:
ooof!!!
here are some kisses for your bruises!!
*kisskisskiss*
horray for codeine.
yum.
wink
residue:

some kisses to ease the pain

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Tuesday Oct 15, 2002

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haha. well yes. a car ran into me today. i went flying and had to go to the emergency room for a bit. i'm okay, 'cept there's been days when i could walk better. let this be a lesson to me and to you: this is why one does not jaywalk.

plus the cops gave me a $50 ticket for bumbling in traffic or some...
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fallen1carus:
so, here's the pic. this is on my thigh right where the bumper hit me. read: "this is where it hurts."
radd:
Ooooo, the bruise looks like a map of Europe!

Monday Oct 14, 2002

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so, i am almost all better now. this is good.

i spilled pear juice on my keyboard and had to remove most of my keys and clean them with a q-tip and cleanser. this was bad, and very irritating. and they are still somewhat sticky.

my girlfriend is letting me take nude photos of her. this is good. very good.

i had a dream last...
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radd:
I need a girlfriend that will let me take nude photos of her. o_o

Thursday Oct 10, 2002

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poop. i am sick.

i really wanted to do karaoke tomorrow night. i wanna get wasted and sing, dammit!
but it ain't gonna happen if i feel like this.

*sniffle*
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emily:
awwwfrownI hope you feel better soon...I would come over,and make you some nice soup if I couldsmile
the_o_man:
Hope you are feeling better ^_^ Ciao For Now .....

Saturday Oct 05, 2002

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hee hee hee... last night i had a little party at my apartment. my friend drank too much and passed out on my bed. everybody else eventually left except my chica, and we got a little mischievous...

while my friend was passed out, we got out my vibrators and took pictures of each other pokin' him in the butt with them and stickin' them in...
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emily:
Thanks for the pix hun!wink
fallen1carus:
well shit. you don't have to stay up ALL night. but if you can't even moderate yourself a little bit and pass out at 11:30 while everyone else is still wide awake and gettin' their party on, well, you deserve to be humiliated.

don't you think? maybe i'm just evil. heehee...

Thursday Oct 03, 2002

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i'm going to school now and it makes me wonder why people bother to learn most of this stuff...

a lot of it is speculation or opinion, or the formation of a theory from one point of view... it's not based in TRUTH, if there is such a thing. what it seems to come down to is that people need something to occupy themselves with....
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l0nd0:
I agree but sometimes I feel like I just have nothing better to do.
radd:
But you NEED schooling to get youse the GOOD jobs! I mean, look at me! I spent three years doing the school thing and now I have this....er....well...shit. I make squat doing a job that doesn't require any kind of degree because there are no jobs available right now... c_c

Thursday Oct 03, 2002

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i'm going to school now and it makes me wonder why people bother to learn most of this stuff...

a lot of it is speculation or opinion, or the formation of a theory from one point of view... it's not based in TRUTH, if there is such a thing. what it seems to come down to is that people need something to occupy themselves with....
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Monday Sep 30, 2002

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is spending a pleasurable night with your girlfriend worth having your battery recharger melt because you didn't go home and unplug it?
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apathy_activist:
buffy is not a guilty pleasure. buffy is good television.

and, above all else, enjoying buffy is not a negative character trait.

(heya, we haven't met. hows it going. i had to speak up about a journal entry. but i really didn't want do it in someone else's journal.)
freyja__:
maybe there was some freak accident and your battery recharger was hooked into your system and melted in the throngs of your passion.

hey... it could happen.
wink

Wednesday Sep 25, 2002

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the hair dying party went well. we all look smooth now.

i am unsettled by my dreams.

i was overwhelmed by a vast, void of a black building which may have been a mall or other business building. i did not know how to leave, and felt trapped and tiny. and i began to FREAK OUT.

the next thing i knew i was in the...
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big_baby_satan:
gald I could bring you joy , not if these voice would stop i'd be set smile
kentavos:
Oh wow....good thing it was only a dream!! ;-)

Tuesday Sep 24, 2002

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time for a hair dying party! strawberries and wine. noodles and lovely ladies with colorful hair. tonight should be fun.
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emily:
OH!I almost forgot to tell you......
You're SO cute!!!!wink
kentavos:
Mmmmm...noodles, I love noodles!
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