woke up at 400 am this morning walked to the 7 11 4 blocks from my house got soda on the way home somecar pulled up really slow and creapy like first thought thrugh my head was you try and fuck with me dude your getting a pop bottle upside your head.
second thought was this guy is pulling up topark but that thought was...
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stupid is as stupid does and i can be and do very stupid things sometimes. but i realised why i get possive clingy and freaked out, my daddy left me so long ago i do not remember his face, he tryed to keep in contact untill my grandfather told him not to, why did he listen? why did he not try harder? i think these...
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drunkpandainc:
We..i have issues with being ingnored....i guess you can call that a quazi abandonment issue. I saw 4 shrinks when i was in the marines....they dont help at all. I cant really give you advice other than to hit him with a frying pan. Dont listen to me imma freak. laters
andromeda:
Well, your not crazy. For starters realizing that you have abandonment issues means your one smart cookie. Some women never realize it, their entire lives. I too had abandonment issues. A dead beat fuckin asshole father. It will take time to work through these issues. You need to stop being afraid of getting left behind. Realize that you are your own person, and you can live without anyone else in your life. Once you stop being afraid of being left, you can start being confident. Confidence will make things so much better. It will bring trust. And no relationship is good without trust. Just remember it takes time. Try taking small steps to change your behavior one day at a time. Take life one day, one hour, one minute at a time. Try to not think so much about the future, try thinking about just the moment. I hope this helps sweet one.
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heretic1313:
i wish i had 1 baby. 
frankeng:
Hey hun here what i'm going to say so i talk to you i love talking to you i will never not talk to you.
But here it is alll i can say about this is that you know he love you and you love him yes ihe did that to you but he was a man to come back to you. You have that thing with your dad that suck all girls need and guy in there life to help them grow up if they like to say so. I think all you need to do is sit down and relaxe when you feel he out there...we'll talk on im if that ok
But here it is alll i can say about this is that you know he love you and you love him yes ihe did that to you but he was a man to come back to you. You have that thing with your dad that suck all girls need and guy in there life to help them grow up if they like to say so. I think all you need to do is sit down and relaxe when you feel he out there...we'll talk on im if that ok
i love my husband so very much!
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dirtylilmonkey:
I just met the woman of my dreams and we are FRICKIN' CRAZY in love with eachother.....And, now I'm like a dad and I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!! See, there was a reason my ex-wife and I broke up. It really is better now, for everyone involved!
lunna:
aww that's very cool. Take care sweetie!
he hurt me badly and i let him back in and started to trust him, he has nnot lied to me in a long time, i love him so much, i am crying right now because he said he loved me, and wants to try and work on our relationship he makes me so happy, but, right now i am saddened because i said go...
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ok so the woman whos voice was idenical to his x really was the adjuster for the rental car insurance whatever.
even though he did notget home till 1:00 said he stoped on the side of the road to ok well i gues i shold trust him even though he has givin me reason not to trust him, he is trying to make things up...
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even though he did notget home till 1:00 said he stoped on the side of the road to
ok well i gues i shold trust him even though he has givin me reason not to trust him, he is trying to make things up... Read More
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germany:
aaahhhh i hate that shit...
sadboi:
hi to you too!
ok my mouse is out so i have to tab tab tab just to get to journal and update still bleeding sucks. my kids driving me crazy my husband got in a car accident so he not home argh, he is ok but need to get new rental car, heard his x in the back ground,swears it was the adjuster, i know the voice just...
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industrialpet:
awww i'm sorry about what is hapening in your life right now 
if there is one thing i can't stand it is a lying husband
i hope everything works out ok for you
if there is one thing i can't stand it is a lying husband
i hope everything works out ok for you
carmina:
Dump him if hes an asshole.
Independant women can get it done on their own.
Independant women can get it done on their own.
still bleeding argh i love getting it just wish it lasted less than 7 days i wish it was normal and lasted 3-4 days!
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dragoneye:
i'm glad i read the comments, i was like uh!!!! 
hope you keep your humor and your beauty, and sexiness
peace and love,
de
hope you keep your humor and your beauty, and sexiness
peace and love,
de
neuroticanne:
Still bleeding?? I bleed for about 7-8 days too. It sucks.
ok so i am because i am totally like 
but i can't do anything because of a bleeding and then a while ago, dade37asked to hang out sometime but i never responded untill yesterday and asked when he wanted to hang out because we got to know each other very well and now i am moving and kinda want to hang out withsome one...
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because i am totally like but i can't do anything because of a bleeding and then a while ago, dade37asked to hang out sometime but i never responded untill yesterday and asked when he wanted to hang out because we got to know each other very well and now i am moving and kinda want to hang out withsome one... Read More
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mrdelicious:
hopefully things will take a turn for the better
yuriel:
sorry to hear dear *hugs tight*
hope yer feelin better soon
hope yer feelin better soon
everybody even when you feel because 
you feel like doing. people around you will be .
i am in
with someone who makes me so that i just want to screem. eventhough they make me alot i get so upset that i feel .
to all and make me a 
that will me when ever they feel .
he comes to visit my page but...
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even when you feel because you feel like doing. people around you will be .
i am in
with someone who makes me so that i just want to screem. eventhough they make me alot i get so upset that i feel .
to all and make me a that will me when ever they feel .
he comes to visit my page but...
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sophie:
you're so cute you're so cute you're so cute!
fridgemagnet:
Hey you. I read your entry about abandonment and it really hit home, I've known two women who were very special to me who had the same issues. I don't have any words of wisdom for you, but just know that there are people who love you, and the most important thing is for you to try hard to love yourself.
Hang in there.
Hang in there.
ok i am thinking about dying my hair purple and hot pink with black streaks.
lets see how it turns out.
lets see how it turns out.
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maliki:
Do It!, take pictures
I want to put highlight back in my hair, but i am in capable of doing it myself
I want to put highlight back in my hair, but i am in capable of doing it myself
cheshiretatts:
Right on Girl! mine is Pink and Purple right now!!! You get my shining star of approval!!!
You get my shining star of approval!!!woke up gave baby girl a bath smoked a ciggy got fucked worte in my journl ok thts my morning. yesterday was much more intrsting i think i will up date later.
10 frogs sitting in a pond on lilly pads along comes a cow, the frogs jump away, when the cow is done drinking she walks away, the frogs jump back but this time...
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10 frogs sitting in a pond on lilly pads along comes a cow, the frogs jump away, when the cow is done drinking she walks away, the frogs jump back but this time...
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annabelle:
more pics!
xo annabelle
p.s. happy thanksgiving
xo annabelle
p.s. happy thanksgiving
toots:
Merry Spanksgiving!
what happened... did they just drive away?