So today my mother informed me that in the beginning of November, she's gonna go live with her sister in Germany for a year. I had suggested that she go visit with her for a while but not live there for a year. But when my aunt's assignment is up she's coming back here to live in the new house her and her husband are having built. I'm kinda sad because my mom is always around. And now she won't be here. I think I'm more upset about the fact that she's gonna miss a lot with my son growing. Although I am gonna talk to her on Skype so she'll still be able to see him. After everything that has happened, I just want her to be happy and do what she needs to do in order to remain happy.
On to another subject.....
Shortly after receiving this news, my best friend texts me saying that she would think it'd be easier to be just a bridesmaid instead of her maid of honor for her wedding. She says it's because I'm not really available to go with her to help her sort out wedding details and get plans rolling. All this simply because our schedules conflict. So she's getting some other friend who has a similar schedule to hers, to help her with everything and is naming her as maid of honor so she can get recognized with all of her "hard work". Although, this girl, whoever she is, didn't even know them when they got together. Me and this chick have been best friends for a decade now. We have been through EVERYTHING together. I was there when she and her fiance first started dating. I was there through all of their fights, their brief break up, and being there when she cheated on him and didn't know what she should do. I made this girl the godmother to my child. She's like a sister to me. And she wants to give the title of maid of honor to some other girl simply because she has more time to give her. I don't care what she says, that's not what being "made of honor" is about. But she still says I can keep my maid of honor dress so I can still be especially recognized from the other girls, and she says I'm the only bridesmaid who will be able to give a toast. So I guess technically I'm still a made of honor without the title. Even still, it's gonna feel like I'm being pricked in the heart by a small needle when they announce the maid of honor, and it's not me....but I'm not going to try and beg her and convince her of my reasons. I just simply need to sit back and let her do as she wants. After all, this is her wedding, not mine. And I need to let her do whatever will make her wedding especially wonderful.
Anyways, I need to read another chapter from my book and then hit the sheets. I've been trying to wake up earlier but it hasnt been working out too well. Hopefully with my new alarm clock and I can start achieving that goal.
You know you love me.....
On to another subject.....
Shortly after receiving this news, my best friend texts me saying that she would think it'd be easier to be just a bridesmaid instead of her maid of honor for her wedding. She says it's because I'm not really available to go with her to help her sort out wedding details and get plans rolling. All this simply because our schedules conflict. So she's getting some other friend who has a similar schedule to hers, to help her with everything and is naming her as maid of honor so she can get recognized with all of her "hard work". Although, this girl, whoever she is, didn't even know them when they got together. Me and this chick have been best friends for a decade now. We have been through EVERYTHING together. I was there when she and her fiance first started dating. I was there through all of their fights, their brief break up, and being there when she cheated on him and didn't know what she should do. I made this girl the godmother to my child. She's like a sister to me. And she wants to give the title of maid of honor to some other girl simply because she has more time to give her. I don't care what she says, that's not what being "made of honor" is about. But she still says I can keep my maid of honor dress so I can still be especially recognized from the other girls, and she says I'm the only bridesmaid who will be able to give a toast. So I guess technically I'm still a made of honor without the title. Even still, it's gonna feel like I'm being pricked in the heart by a small needle when they announce the maid of honor, and it's not me....but I'm not going to try and beg her and convince her of my reasons. I just simply need to sit back and let her do as she wants. After all, this is her wedding, not mine. And I need to let her do whatever will make her wedding especially wonderful.
Anyways, I need to read another chapter from my book and then hit the sheets. I've been trying to wake up earlier but it hasnt been working out too well. Hopefully with my new alarm clock and I can start achieving that goal.
You know you love me.....